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Sept 16, 2018 11:12:08 GMT
Post by Nathan Havelock on Sept 16, 2018 11:12:08 GMT
Of Visions and Voices He hadn’t known Sky very long, but she wasn’t a great liar and Nate had long ago clued into her avoidance tactics and avid denial of her own metahuman abilities. Her coping strategies were clear, if not entirely effective. Nate could see the distress in those eyes – mildly surprised not to see tears in them for once.
“I’m fine, just tired.”
It was a lame excuse, followed quickly by Sky turning away from him in an attempt to avoid the obviousness of the lie. Nate waited for a few careful seconds, watching to see if she would address it in her own time, and then carefully sat down on the end of the bed to try and catch her eye as he spoke.
“Sky, I heard you very clearly saying “No” – it doesn’t seem like you’re fine.”
Another careful pause.
“Sky, it’s very important for your recovery that you’re honest with me so I know how to help you. Now, you don’t have to tell me what you saw. If you’re managing to suppress it that’s some great progress for you. But I think you just had another strong vision. Am I right?”
They both knew that if she lied now it would be obvious, but it was more a test of Sky’s honesty and openness than it was a confirmation of the vision. He could only hope that she trusted him enough to at least admit to it. The content of the vision wasn’t really important to him at this stage; Nate was concerned with helping Sky accept and thus feel more in control of her powers rather than helping her to utilise them.
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Sept 8, 2018 11:14:15 GMT
Post by Nathan Havelock on Sept 8, 2018 11:14:15 GMT
Lighthouse Okay, another point in the “let’s-not-prescribe-Haldol” column. “And how long ago did you take that, Brian? A rough guess is okay.”
Brian was being surprisingly open with him so far. Nate was trying not to push it but he also couldn’t help but feel relief that Brian was at least providing him with the basic details that he was asked for. Everything about the man seemed to scream to Nate that his every breath was a plea for help, a desperation to feel secure and safe in his own body. The fact that he actively wanted help was a great start and Nate wanted to keep that alive as long as he could.
He gave Brian a steady, non-judgemental but even look as the sentence faded away. They both knew where it had been heading and Nate made sure to catch his eye for that. He was acknowledging it, Brian knew he was acknowledging it, but he wasn’t about to make the guy expand on it. Not yet.
“You’ll probably be visited by a dietician at some point while you’re here,” Nate informed him as Brian began to explain his eating habits. The man was well-built – tall and muscular in a way that didn’t suggest a poor diet – but that didn’t mean he was getting the right nutritional intake. Especially considering the nature of Brian’s power. “It’s great that you’ve eaten a little – we need to make sure you’re getting enough to support your recovery, okay?”
Suddenly Brian was looking at him, a question tumbling from his lips.
Nate registered with internal alarm that his patient’s clinical presentation was shifting to a more anxious state. He pondered Brian’s question, giving the young man the respect of actually considering his answer before speaking as calmingly as he could manage.
“It’s my hope that we won’t need to reactively ‘stop’ you. We’ll take a proactive approach to treatment that should eliminate that need. I can reassure you that this is an entirely secure facility – there are plenty of systems in place should they be needed. A fair amount of money has been thrown at this place,” Nate added wryly, smirking a little at the candid way he was speaking. “If you need a more personalised set-up, we can work that out together. For now, I’m going to get you some medication as quickly as possible and hopefully that will go some way in managing that anxiety of yours.”
He smiled softly, nodding his head gently in the direction of Brian’s juddering leg.
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Post by Nathan Havelock on Aug 16, 2018 0:06:33 GMT
Of Visions and Voices Nate frowned, folding his arms. “Sky, you need to listen to me. Believe me when I say that people are not going to think you’re a monster. That’s not the world we live in. People look up to Heroes with all kinds of amazing, powerful abilities – just look at Paladin.” He smirked briefly to himself at the mention of his girlfriend’s alter ego. “You could call her a monster based on her destructive capabilities, but she uses her powers for good so she’s this country’s most famous and beloved Hero. You see?”
He offered her a soft, reassuring smile. “I know it feels difficult when you don’t feel in control, but with practice it will get more familiar, I promise.”
Listening to Sky’s thoughts on her telepathy, Nate could certainly understand why she was choosing to avoid all physical contact. It wasn’t out of an innate fear of touching people, but rather the mind-reading that came with it, and that was a perfectly reasonable and logical conclusion.
“It’s good that you have that off-switch. We should definitely work on helping you to adjust to hearing thoughts eventually though – accidents happen and you don’t want to be caught completely off-guard. Baby steps though. Like I said – eventually.”
He wasn’t about to let Sky close off that path so finally. Her ‘end of subject’ was a good try, but he could see that she was just trying to revert back to the denial and avoidance that she wallowed in for so long.
Suddenly Sky gripped the bed, her eyelids slamming shut. Not again. She’d said that she saw visions all the time – this one must be particularly vivid and consuming. Nate moved closer – not so close as to touch her, of course – and watched her cautiously, looking for signs that she was coming to.
“Sky? Was that another vision?”
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Post by Nathan Havelock on Aug 9, 2018 19:46:47 GMT
Of Visions and Voices Sky reacted quite aggressively at the mention of sedatives, as though Nate had been suggesting they keep her under 24/7. Far from it – Nate was confident that she could be discharged into the care of a community team as soon as possible, hopefully before Dr. Joyce Williams could really get her hands on Sky’s powers, and as such wasn’t exactly keen on limiting her access to daily activities of living.
“I would never prescribe any kind of dosage that would turn you into a zombie, Sky,” Nate assured her calmly. “And this is a long-term idea anyway, based on helping you deal with the visions you have in your sleep. If you’d rather do so without the help of medication, I’m sure we can get you there. Like I said, it may be stress-related.”
He was always understanding when patients wanted to avoid medication, even though he always likened it to glasses for the visually impaired or cochlear implants for the hearing impaired. Sure, some medication had greatly unwanted side effects for some patients, but sometimes it was all about finding the right balance or specific drug rather than swearing off a medicinal route altogether.
Still, at this stage when Sky’s prognosis was looking fairly promising, Nate was reluctant to push her in that direction if she didn’t want it.
She didn’t find his scary face funny. She was too focused on herself, apparently convinced that she herself looked scary. “Look at you like this? What, a perfectly normal-looking young woman? You don’t look scary at all, Sky.” He wondered what it was she found in her appearance that she thought would unnerve others.
It clearly upset her to talk about the telepathy and she began crying once more – her tears never-ending. “That’s fine, you clearly respect others’ privacy and you don’t want to invade it. Have you ever tried telling anybody that you can do that? Maybe a close family member or friend? You might find that they don’t mind and are still happy to give you hugs,” he added with a smile.
Nate paused. “I don’t mind if you accidentally read my thoughts. Even purposefully – I’ve got nothing to hide. So that’s one less person you have to worry about!”
Finally she ended with an admission that she wasn’t feeling good. “That’s perfectly okay, Sky. You’ve been through a lot, but I promise I will try to help you feel better. Alright?” He met her gaze with the most comforting look he could conjure, every word the truth.
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Post by Nathan Havelock on Aug 9, 2018 15:14:35 GMT
Lighthouse The young man leapt straight to the point. Nate noted immediately, with great interest, that Brian was more than capable of making his needs known and understood. The list of drugs that followed his request spoke volumes of the man’s long history of psychiatric treatment, Nate listening intently as Brian continued to speak. He stopped abruptly, biting his lip in shame, before apologising hurriedly.
“No need to apologise Brian, it’s important that we get this sorted as quickly as possible. I wouldn’t leave a physically handicapped person without their mobility aid and your medication is no different. Have you taken anything recently? Haldol, I assume?”
Nate was reluctant to prescribe him Haldol considering the common side effects and the presence of more appropriate alternatives; he was currently trending towards trying some quetiapine – another MNRU patient who had since been discharged had presented similarly to Brian Harris, with a similar medical history, and she’d responded well to Seroquel. It would remain to be seen whether he could be parted from his apparently favoured Haldol, Nate supposed.
“Hey, you’re not gonna hurt someone. You’re in pretty much the safest place in San Francisco. And we will get this sorted as soon as possible, okay?”
Nate ducked his head down, trying to catch Brian’s gaze as he sat with head in hands. The bandage on Brian’s arm stood as a permanent reminder of the reason for Brian’s admission. He wondered if Brian was so focused on not hurting others that he failed to recognise himself as a victim, or whether it was simply that he felt he deserved it. In any case, not something to be bringing up right at this point when the poor man was feeling vulnerable and unmedicated.
“Is there anything else you need? Did you manage to get some breakfast this morning?”
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Jul 25, 2018 18:41:42 GMT
Post by Nathan Havelock on Jul 25, 2018 18:41:42 GMT
Of Visions and Voices It was all about control for Sky. She had gone so long feeling like she completely lacked it. She hated her powers because she didn’t feel in control of them and that was probably a stronger, more internalised fear to her than anything the actual content of the visions or thoughts she had heard could induce. So of course, the constant reminder on the wall that she wasn’t in total control would bother her.
“Yes, lots of people who sleep-walk describe a similar discomfort at knowing that their bodies have been operating independently – I can’t say I’ve ever done it, but you’re not alone in your concern. You’ve been under a lot of stress lately which can trigger sleep-walking episodes – I imagine something similar is happening for you. In any case, I’ll ask you to keep an eye on it for a while in case it happens again and, hopefully once you’re home and under less stress, we can see whether the activity from sleep-visions stops or whether we need to prescribe you some sedatives.”
At least she hadn’t been doing anything to endanger herself or others, simply drawing. He would save sedatives for a last resort in case further incidents became too distressing for her to manage.
“You are clearly a good person, of course you don’t want to scare anyone. And believe me, you aren’t very scary,” he added teasingly. He pulled a horrific face. “I’m scarier!”
Setting the jokes aside, Nate fixed her with a look and began to gently dive into what she was saying. “Can you tell me exactly why you want to avoid touching others? I want to hear how you’re thinking about this.”
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Jul 22, 2018 16:37:44 GMT
Post by Nathan Havelock on Jul 22, 2018 16:37:44 GMT
Lighthouse Their latest addiction to the psychiatric ward had come straight from a self-injury incident that had been taken care of in the emergency department of a general hospital. They’d transferred him pretty much instantly once the nature of his metahuman abilities had been identified. There was quite an extensive record of Mr. Brian Harris on the system detailing a recent stay in a residential psychiatric ward with diagnoses of depression, anxiety and schizophrenia. It seemed that his abilities had actually manifested quite quickly after the Event – before the MNRU had been established. He’d violently broken out after a while and gone missing for some time… until his recent appearance in casualty.
Nate had frustratingly little time to go through all the records as thoroughly as he would have liked, but that seemed to always be the case in medicine. So much paper work, not enough time to actually do any of it. Still, this was just an initial meeting that he’d been asked to do so that they could gather a better picture of Brian’s needs and preferences, and he was all too happy to try and make the young man as comfortable as one could possibly be in a metahuman psychiatric ward.
Sky had mentioned him to Nate. She’d read his mind and heard other voices, her ability no doubt tapping into the features of Brian’s schizophrenia. He wondered whether the outcome of the encounter had been positive or negative for him… or perhaps a mix of the two.
He knocked on the door to Brian’s room, waiting either for an invitation to enter or just long enough that he wouldn’t appear to be barging in. Nate entered slowly, a gentle smile on his face as he regarded the young man before him, and pulled the door shut behind him.
“Mr. Harris? Brian?” he offered breezily. “My name’s Dr. Havelock. I’m a resident psychiatrist and neurologist here at the MNRU.”
He indicated a free seat, “May I?”
Brian’s room was similar in design to Sky’s – clean and modern, but impersonal and clinical. It was obviously all rounded edges and calming design; an obviousness that was blatant and almost blunt in its application. However, the facility was a much nicer one than previous places Nate had worked in, and he supposed clean and clinical was better than damp, dingy and unsafe.
“It’s great to meet you.” He glanced down at his notes. “I see you’ve come to us straight from the ER. How are you feeling?”
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Jul 20, 2018 16:10:10 GMT
Post by Nathan Havelock on Jul 20, 2018 16:10:10 GMT
Of Visions and Voices Nate hadn’t been expecting the next words out of Sky’s mouth at all. She’d invited him relatively cheerfully compared to the way she’d been when he first met her, though she was lying on the bed and averting her gaze from the wall that had yet to be covered up. As he took a seat, she sat up to face him – glancing briefly out of the window before getting straight to what was on her mind. It was a startling level of confidence, all things considered, even though her voice was quiet and her head down. Nate was all about the tiny victories when it came to progress in his patients.
That kid – who could she mean? Ah, new guy – Harris. He was young, about Sky’s age, and had recently arrived straight out of some incident that had landed him in casualty. Nate believed he was due to meet him at some point and had heard brief staff room chatter of him, so he was quite intrigued to hear what Sky had to say about him.
“That’s so great of you to try to help him,” Nate assured her comfortingly, wondering how the two had even crossed paths in the first place. Sky continued to explain the situation, referring far more openly now to her ability to read thoughts that she had quietly and briefly admitted the day before. All she’d said then was, “I hear people talking.” It was a good sign that already, within less than twenty four hours, she was pretty boldly referring to the fact that she could hear people’s thoughts when she touched them.
A mind-reading precog? Now he definitely needed to get her away from the MNRU before Dr. Williams showed much more of an interest, or else she’d never leave.
“First… thank you for being so honest with me, Sky. I really appreciate it. Second, I love that you’re trying to use your abilities positively, that’s a great step in the right direction.” He smiled confidently.
“Third, I’m not sure how much you know about this young man, and I can’t discuss his confidential details with you anyway, but it seems that his alarm is more of a defensive reaction, rather than fear or pain just because of your reactions. Somebody getting inside your head when you have your own troubles to deal with is probably quite shocking. I believe you – I know you weren’t trying to hurt him.”
Nate considered her question. “People react differently to the unknown, and your powers are no different. Some people might be scared, I suppose, but others might be very, very interested and find them really cool.” And some might seek to use them for their own benefit. “I think most of the world is pretty accepting of metahuman abilities at this point, though. So don’t worry.”
He looked up at the wall. “I guess somebody will be around later to paint over this for you – I asked yesterday so it must just be at the end of a very long list of janitorial demands. Is it upsetting you?”
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Jul 19, 2018 14:27:30 GMT
Post by Nathan Havelock on Jul 19, 2018 14:27:30 GMT
Of Visions and Voices Yet again, Sky was on Nate’s list of patients to be seen. She was getting quite a lot of intensive attention, perhaps partly because of the perceived usefulness of her power and partly because she was likely to be discharged quite early. Her recovery so far had been swift – a clear sign of her real issue finally being identified. Of course she would probably require further mental health support upon discharge in the community, but Nate was confident that she wasn’t suffering from a psychiatric disorder at this point. Everything stemmed from her status as a metahuman.
“How is she?” he asked Sky’s nurse, a tall and sharp-featured woman called Angela, as she passed him some notes in the office.
“Better by the day – still quiet,” Angela added with a shrug. “She won’t need us much longer. No one’s covered up her wall yet, by the way. I tried not to draw attention to it, but she’s asking for paint.”
Nate frowned. “Huh, one of the janitors was supposed to take care of that yesterday. Maybe he’ll come round later today.”
“That’s what I said. Oh, she wasn’t very interested in breakfast today, I guess that might have something to do with it.”
Right – Sky was clearly still quite uncomfortable with her power and the wall served as a constant reminder. He’d already marked her as a candidate for counselling once she was ready to go home so hopefully that could help her – he’d rather get her out of the MNRU as quickly as possible so she didn’t end up a permanent, over-worked resident like Claire.
He thanked Angela quickly, glancing through the notes as he walked to Sky’s room. Vitals all great, no concerning observations noted besides the relatively small amount of breakfast eaten. Still, at least she’d had something.
Nate knocked on the door, waiting for Sky to open it. He called through as he waited, “Hi Sky, it’s Dr Havelock here to see you! How are you today?”
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Jul 18, 2018 15:48:12 GMT
Post by Nathan Havelock on Jul 18, 2018 15:48:12 GMT
Through the Looking Glass Nate smiled, rubbing her shoulder in comfort. “She was pretty brutal. But if she really didn’t want you in her home, I’m sure she would have made that clear and we wouldn’t have made it through dessert – so at least she didn’t pull the trigger.” He grinned. “You’ll definitely be allowed back, though I won’t blame you if you never want to set foot there again.”
He scoffed at Alice’s claims that she’d have to date a better-looking Havelock if one showed up.
“C’mon, you’re not that shallow,” he insisted. “Plus, I like to think I turned out pretty normal despite the odds. If I had a brother he’d probably be more like my parents which… might not be so appealing,” Nate added teasingly. The disappointment he felt from his folks was very real and he was sure if they’d had another, all their energy would have been poured into making sure they didn’t turn out like him. “Guess you’re stuck with me.”
His broad smile didn’t even attempt to conceal his delight at the prospect of more wine, despite the amount he’d already consumed that evening. “Perfect, let’s pair it with a terrible movie to fall asleep in front of.”
Fortunately Alice seemed to be just as excited about their evening plans as he was.
“Oh yeah, you’re a lucky lady,” he said smugly. “I’ve gotta make it up to you after putting you through that delightful dinner, right?” Uber en route, Nate slid his phone back into his pocket and waggled his eyebrows at Alice. “I’m sure we can think of something to make your night better.”
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Post by Nathan Havelock on Jul 1, 2018 17:19:05 GMT
Through the Looking Glass Ever the optimist, Alice had managed to convince herself that Lewis had been nice. Which, compared to Carol, Nate supposed he had been. It wasn’t as if Lewis was a malicious person – at least, not in his personal relationships – but he was also decidedly uninterested in anything that he deemed irrelevant to himself. He had been managing the table’s glasses of wine excellently, however, so Nate supposed that would give anyone a good impression.
She leaned up against him, partially for comfort – he assumed – and partially because the whole ordeal had been surprisingly exhausting. After all that wine, Nate could quite happily drift off into a nap right now (but probably best not to).
Her dry comment tickled him, and he flashed her an amused look. “That’s true – I never realised how many benefits there were to dating an orphan. No scary shotgun-wielding dad, no territorial mother… you don’t even have any siblings to taunt me. Perfect!”
Nate was glad that he himself was an only child; he could only imagine at least one of his siblings would have ended up a carbon copy of Carol.
“I wouldn’t worry anyway,” he continued confidently. “I’m a parents’ dream. Who doesn’t want their daughter to wed a doctor?” Nate decided to ignore the additional bonus of a wealthy background and a privileged education.
“So, where to?” He laced his fingers into hers. “Is that bottle of wine still in your fridge? We could drown our sorrows.” It would be nice to just do as little as possible for the rest of the evening – something that, fortunately, they were both very good at doing together. “I’ll get us an Uber.”
Alice and Ashley’s apartment was definitely quite nice, and in quite a nice area, but Carol Havelock didn’t do “quite nice”. They could walk back to his place, or Alice’s if they were feeling energetic, but both distances were further than Nate wanted to handle after so many glasses of wine. The sooner he was sat on a comfy couch, the better.
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Jun 27, 2018 15:12:56 GMT
Post by Nathan Havelock on Jun 27, 2018 15:12:56 GMT
Through the Looking Glass Nate looked down at the finger prodding him in the chest. “Is this your way of demanding more dessert dates? ’Cause I can do dessert dates.”
He would be more than happy to indulge his girlfriend in an evening of guiltless, sweet-toothed gluttony. It would be the perfect excuse for him to indulge his own cravings and also a great opportunity for them to catch up on all the Netflix shows they’d been neglecting in favour of devoting themselves to their jobs. Nate couldn’t recall a week in recent memory where they hadn’t both been working over-time of their own free will.
It worked, though, because both of them were understanding of the other, and the moments they did spend together made up for the hours apart. Even if the current moment they were sharing wasn’t exactly the greatest, at least they were nearly at the end of dinner now.
Nate laughed as Alice led their two-man rescue squad to his father’s aid, swiftly distributing the dessert. He tucked in, enjoying his final glass of wine of the evening and definitely feeling a little buzzed despite all the food he’d been consuming. It was enough to keep him adequately cheerful and capable of enduring the somewhat stilted conversation, doing his best to steer the flow of topics away from anything that felt too pointed or passive-aggressive. For the most part, though, he concentrated on his plate.
Alice looked over to him, her dessert long-finished and her wine nearly fully drunk. His own glass was empty too, having finally conjured the strength of will to deny any more refills. It was definitely a good time to make their escape.
“Well, I guess it’s time we should be thinking of leaving,” he announced loudly to her. “I’m on the early tomorrow, so I need to get going,” he explained to his parents.
“Of course,” Carol replied, a little coolly. He wasn’t entirely sure if it was because she hadn’t bought it, or because she didn’t care.
“Thank you for dinner, it was wonderful, let me take these plates before we go. Alice?”
The whole show was a little obvious, but the look of relief on his father’s face said it all. By the time they’d cleared the table and said their goodbyes, Lewis was already filling up his pipe en route to the study. Once safely departed, Nate took a whole ten steps before he considered it safe to relax, breathing a heavy sigh.
“I’m sorry they’re… like that,” he said, shaking his head. “Thank you for trying though, you’re a brave lil hero.”
He grinned as he ruffled her hair.
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Jun 26, 2018 19:36:16 GMT
Post by Nathan Havelock on Jun 26, 2018 19:36:16 GMT
Blue Lips, Blue Veins The conversation was taking a toll on her now. Too much, Nate knew. She was retreating back into herself at a rapid rate, the trembling continuing to create waves in her teacup. Her hands were at her head and Nate knew that she wasn’t really present in the conversation any more, although she was trying, of course, because Claire would always try in the face of adversity. She had a remarkable strength, considering all that she had been through, even if she herself had a hard time recognising it.
He decided not to press the matter of her skin any further – he would save that discussion for when he next had an opportunity to sit down with Dr. Newton. He imagined the other doctor would like it, mostly for its simplicity and rational, segmental approach. It was certainly an idea worth testing; it wasn’t like they were running out of needles.
She reflected his words back at him but by now it was clear that she was barely processing anything except for whatever was preoccupying her. Intense headaches, maybe, or perhaps – though less likely – some vestibular issue. Whatever it was, she at least had the presence of mind to finally set her cup on the table before it truly threatened to spill over her. She tensed suddenly at his question.
“Claire-” he began softly, concern flooding his voice.
Then her face whipped to face him, all passivity wiped from her expression. Her earlier irritation was nothing compared to the way she now raised her voice, her tone the most aggressive he had ever witnessed.
When he’d reflect later on this session, Nate would recognise the breakthrough for what it was, but right now he was horrified for having triggered this response.
Claire seemed appalled herself, her pale face managing to seem even paler somehow as she apologised quietly. She kept her gaze averted from him as she quickly distracted herself with taking her cup away. Nate looked down into his own, finishing off the last of it.
“You had every right,” he said softly. “I’ve spent all this time getting concerned that they’re pushing you too hard with your Hero work and then, here I am, pushing you too hard to talk about something that’s clearly deeply upsetting. I’m sorry.”
Nate smiled, despite himself, hoping this wouldn’t turn into an apology war. “I’m going to do right by you as your doctor and come up with a better way to work through this together, okay? But I’m not going to do it today and we can leave the session there, if you’re okay with that. I’ll just finish my tea. Thank you so much for this, by the way,” he said, having followed her to the kitchen but kept his distance. “I’ll be sure to let Harriet know that she’s got a fellow tea fan in you, she’ll be so excited.”
It was true – Harriet would love the opportunity to talk someone’s ear off about her exotic herbal tea collection. And it definitely seemed to be a good, calming hobby for Claire, plus a source of low-commitment socialising, which could only be good things. Right?
Claire deserved some good things in her life.
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Jun 21, 2018 18:21:13 GMT
Post by Nathan Havelock on Jun 21, 2018 18:21:13 GMT
Paving the Way to Understanding and Control Nate made a mental note of Sky’s concern; that sudden vision had obviously come completely and involuntarily out of the blue. It was unlike her more deliberate probing that she’d been trying to do beforehand, yet also unlike the reports of her sleep-induced drawing. He’d have to go and record all his observations at a computer quickly before he moved onto his neurology work this afternoon.
“Hey, it’s not a step back, I’m sure the information you saw was very useful and I’ll help you work out the triggers on my next visit. And I’m glad you’re happy, hopefully over time your power will feel less odd,” he said with a smile.
She was asking him questions he couldn’t possibly know the answer to now. “And I don’t know if you can shut it off, that might have to be something you learn on your own through experience. I’m reluctant to use things like medication for that kind of thing unless necessary.”
He waited quietly as Sky paused for a while in thought. She had a lot of thinking over to do, and he wasn’t really going to be able to do it for her. He could help but, at the end of the day, it was her ability to understand and hers alone. The silence continued for a moment, though she was obviously struggling to find the right words about her touch aversion.
The whisper was vague, not revealing too much, but enough to give Nate an inkling as to her concerns. He decided not to pursue it any further for now, but added it to his mental list of things to write into her notes.
As he left the room in search of a janitor, he heaved a gentle sigh. The morning had been pretty stressful, despite the positive face he’d put on it and the eventual (hopefully) good outcome, and he was really looking forward to a cup of coffee. Definitely black.
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Jun 19, 2018 15:27:05 GMT
Post by Nathan Havelock on Jun 19, 2018 15:27:05 GMT
Paving the Way to Understanding and Control Sky sat on the bed, looking like she had recovered somewhat from the overexertion. Nate had half been expecting her to just pass out once she’d come back to the room but she was sat there, sighing to herself but not looking as out of it as she had been back in the other room. In fact, she was full of questions that Nate would try his best to answer.
“Why do you think you’ve taken any steps back? You’ve already learnt so much and you’ve managed to face pretty much every challenge that’s been thrown at you while you’ve been here. Give yourself some credit.”
He thought for a moment about the ‘precog’ questions. “That’s what the rest of the team have agreed is the most fitting label for your power presentation. It just means that we think you can predict the future – or the most likely outcome without active interference, at least. I guess you’ll be able to figure out exactly how it works with time and practice but, yes, the visions seem to have a strong basis in reality.
“As for going crazy…” He sighed and rubbed his neck. “Judging from informal assessment, you’re in pretty good health, but you shouldn’t think of your ability as some kind of psychiatric disorder. I think once you feel confident in controlling it, things should fall into place.”
Nate tilted his head in thought. “There is one thing that’s been mentioned a lot in your notes that I’d like to talk about with you at some point. Not necessarily right now, if you don’t want,” he explained quickly, in case she felt alarmed, “But have you noticed your reaction to physical contact? I nearly slipped up about that earlier, and again I’m really sorry about that. I guess I was wondering if you had any thoughts on it yourself.”
She left for a moment to fetch herself some water and, when she returned, had yet more questions.
“You can stay here as long as you need our help,” he said calmly. “Hopefully it won’t be too long before you can be discharged and we can consider your next steps. Have you had any thoughts about it?”
He followed her gaze to the drawing on the wall. “We could have that painted over, I bet. I can grab a janitor for you on the way to my next patient, how does that sound?”
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