Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Plant Morphing
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Mar 13, 2021 12:31:51 GMT
Post by Nell Omix on Mar 13, 2021 12:31:51 GMT
Damn it. Nell didn't talk to people especially often, she'd probably spoken about as many words out loud since the event as most others did in a year, and so she had little practice in avoiding saying things that invited problematic questions. She winced, waiting for questioning... that simply failed to come, leaving her still safe in her own worldview where those not put off by her sporadically shifting skin would never trust the daughter of one of the city's most vocal and aggressive opponents of metahumanity in general.
Unfortunately it seems that Sonnet is just as uncomfortable with personal questions as her, leaving a lot of uncomfortable silence between them, Nell's face half bathed in the cold grey light from the windows and the other in the warm light from inside the apartment as she sat, a little line of dark rough bark running across her forehead just under her hairline. Listening to the answer Nell nodded sadly, she understood the feeling of having trouble with most people, she didn't really have anyone at all herself.
Nell self-consciously looked at herself, it was true that her figure looked almost skeletal as she had a bad habit of stress not-eating. She picked up her chopsticks to start eating with the clear unease of somebody who'd used them only a couple of times before, but she took a deep breath and closed her eyes. Moments later, a series of tiny green shoots sprouted out of the sides of her fingers, wrapping around the chopsticks, keeping her fingers anchored to them in the right position. She continued eating, about as calm as she got which is to say still a little on edge, and looked at Sonnet as she did, her mossy green eyes wide in a constant deer-in-the-headlights look. "Thank you, I mean for everything, really. I ah..." she blushed deep purple "I've never really had anyone... be this friendly to me before, I appreciate it very much"
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Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Shifter
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Plant Morphing
AGE
17
Student
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Post by Nell Omix on Mar 3, 2021 23:05:05 GMT
Nell took a deep breath, the familiar enough sounds of cooking managing to keep her calm. She nodded silently at Sonnet's advice, hypocritical though it may be given the situation, she understood the basic intent. There certainly were places in the world metas had it harder than here, but life in New York was hard enough that it was safer to not trust people in general. Even before the event she'd needed a shell to hide in and shield her from others, a way out of the confines of her own skin, now she had those but it hadn't made anything a bit better.
Shaking her head at Sonnet's question Nell said "No, I didn't really have any before Central, even before the event, but it's gotten worse since then. My appearance earns the ire of a good half of society, my name the rest" she shrugs. Trying to be conversational and trying to keep from breaking down right there and then, Nell asked "And you? Are you close to anybody?"
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Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Shifter
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Plant Morphing
AGE
17
Student
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Feb 21, 2021 16:51:25 GMT
Post by Nell Omix on Feb 21, 2021 16:51:25 GMT
Nell's throat caught at the question, she paused a moment, considering it. 'Yes' would have been a completely correct answer of course but it wouldn't have really captured it. "They've had problems with me before that was the case but it's made things worse" her fragility and inquisitiveness had never really been welcome in a household as aggressively pious as hers, but her dad's strong anti-metahuman sentiments of the conventional variety and her mom's fervent belief that metahuman powers were literal witchcraft given by demons, it hadn't been good for her favor with her family when she started occasionally getting bark instead of skin and veins filled with sap. Most other metas seemed to be able to either decide to use their power or had it active all the time, she was stuck somewhere between, she could start and shape her transformation, but couldn't make it go away.
Her eyebrows knit at Sonnet's question, it seemed reasonable enough that a boarding school would have students remaining over the holidays. "Nobody offered that to me" she said simply, leaving out that she didn't know if it was an option because she lacked the courage to ask about it, and though her parents had agreed to foot the bill her Aunt had been the one to set her up at EMBA in the first place. She supposed that was probably an option but her parents hadn't interacted with the school enough to realize that, Nell herself didn't have the willpower to ask about it, and her aunt had always been kind of oblivious. "I'm just sort of used to this city as well" she shrugged
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Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Shifter
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Plant Morphing
AGE
17
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Feb 21, 2021 11:12:59 GMT
Post by Nell Omix on Feb 21, 2021 11:12:59 GMT
Nell sat down in one of the chairs closer to the kitchen slowly, eyes still darting about out of habit, soaking in the room as if she were worried it might have contained a bear hidden somewhere. There of course were no bears nor other immediate dangers to be found, so she managed to get ahold of herself enough to slightly relax. Sonnet might have removed it from view but Nell had noticed the identical second duffel bag earlier, so it did seem the woman had a close connection to the men's behavior, but really it wasn't of concern to her- if she hadn't been there they almost certainly would have found some other carrier of a plain black duffel bag to harass. Also, an obvious meta in New York had to be used to death threats and it was only a matter of time before somebody followed up, so her getting caught up in this or not, somebody would have been targeted by those men and she'd almost certainly be target of violence eventually.
Calmed down just a bit, Nell watched Sonnet cooking, biting her lip at the question. "I'm from here, well I lived my first nine years in Rochester, but I've lived here since then. I go to a boarding school pretty far away though, and my parents are supposed to have me back for the holidays" she said in a tone that had something of an undercurrent of 'they'd rather I stayed out, it's just not allowed'. Her nervousness about the subject also could be made clear in the length of the sentence, as most of what Nell said was very short and to-the-point. Nell was after all still the same girl that hadn't even been able to talk much to the two other metahumans in her previous overcrowded public school because of her surname, mentioning her family frightened her. Abraham Omix was not especially widely known, but among New York metahumans many recognized the name as one of the more ardent opposers of them in the city, and a prolific event organizer and poster of long rambling posts on any website he could find to post on.
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Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Shifter
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Plant Morphing
AGE
17
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Post by Nell Omix on Feb 9, 2021 0:24:24 GMT
Nell let out a deep breath once the stitching had completed, her eyes not having left the wide doe-like state they had been in since she noticed she was targeted until just now. She might not have been full-on attacked before, but she had been threatened with such enough that it didn't come across as surprising that she'd get mixed up with something eventually. She didn't like being in pain, but it wasn't as unpleasant as dreading it happening had been really, constantly asking who's going to come and hurt me next? Somebody treating her kindly wasn't a completely foreign concept to her, but it wasn't one she was used to, it left her confused. Nell might not have talked enough for it to be noticeable but she was incredibly observant, and Sonnet seemed almost... apologetic in her behavior, like she had a bit more connection than just stumbling across it, perhaps she had but for Nell it didn't really matter right now. Sonnet was being kind to her and had no intention to cause her harm, and that was enough for Nell.
She pulled her sleeve back down, and bark crawling back down her arm but leaving the area under the dressing untouched, a little bit spreading over the top of each corner keeping the pad in place. She heard Sonnet's complement and blushed, brave? She never though of herself as brave, that was a thing she admired in others and couldn't hope for in herself, she wasn't brave was she? "T..thank you" and in response to the question she said quickly "I'm seventeen, not that there's really a big difference... I.. guess that was sort of brave, I don't know. Thank you" her voice caught in her throat for a moment. She was just the weird quiet meta girl that had got kicked out of school for a fight she didn't start (but couldn't convince anybody she hadn't) after all, she didn't really think that she'd done anything to earn such kindness in both words and actions. She nods at the question, stepping out cautiously into the elegant apartment "Yeah that would be great, thanks." it had been a good six or so hours since she'd last had a chance to eat anything.
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Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Plant Morphing
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Post by Nell Omix on Jan 30, 2021 1:43:50 GMT
Nell quickly sat back down, she had forgotten she was in danger of getting blood all over the place and was a bit embarrassed to have not realized she would have had she continued stepping out of the bathroom. The apartment's owner might have quite an edge to her but it felt like she was somewhat safer here than she had been anywhere in the city for a long time, and she wasn't going to jeopardize this rare moment of peace, even if she had gotten into it through harrowing circumstances.
Fortunately the woman seemed to know a thing or two about treating wound like this, or at least a lot more than Nell did, and had the proper stuff to deal with it. Somebody not working in medicine or law enforcement having such familiarity with bullet wounds would generally be cause for concern, but really Nell was sure she could at least trust the mystery lady to help her here, if she'd wanted her hurt she could have done so long before now. It seemed the experienced opinion concurred with her own intuition on the shot; it wasn't especially bad as gunshot injuries went, not that she'd be anxious to repeat the process ever again.
She nodded at Sonnet's introduction "I'm Nell. It...It's alright, not your fault it happened, you got me out of it" she winced and went silent as the needle entered her skin, but kept her arm still. It hurt a lot, but less than the injury itself did, an as uncomfortable as it is pain was a sensation she was perfectly familiar with, she knew how to sit and let something hurt without reacting very well after all.
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Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Shifter
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Plant Morphing
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17
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Jan 21, 2021 21:44:20 GMT
Post by Nell Omix on Jan 21, 2021 21:44:20 GMT
The warning had been well placed. Nell felt a sensation that seemed many separate things at once; most notably almost unimaginably strong vertigo, none of her senses except vision were remotely coherent and even then her eyes spun and watered but it the colors of her surroundings had unmistakably changed in an instant. It took a second to tell which way up was, and the moment she had she rushed to the toilet, glad she hadn't eaten a lot today. As she got up a minute later her digestive system still was reeling, actually physically shifting about, hardening and returning to normal several times in rapid succession.
She squinted out into the remarkably high-end apartment, her eyes seeming to be returning to normal as her other senses kicked back in. he followed the woman further into the room. Nell still wasn't entirely sure she could trust her savior but simply put, there was nobody else available to trust. She didn't have a clue how her parents would react to the injury but she could tell they'd not be all that helpful, from experience their way of dealing with her being injured (which had happened a lot before her powers made her skin able to get a lot tougher), no matter the source or magnitude, was to tell her she knew where their rather meager selection of medicine was already, and she doubted that bandages, some over-the-counter painkillers, and gauze that had gotten too old to stick would be much help. Likewise she had no money to get treated by an actual doctor, and knew nobody else in the city that well, ironically making a shifty woman she had met minutes ago and she knew nothing about her most trustworthy option.
She fully receded the plant tissue from her arm, figuring that it would be simpler to treat as purely flesh without having to worry about bits of wood. The injury was quite bad, though it resembled a gash from a very wide-bladed knife more than a bullet wound thanks to the angle and her more resistant body at the time. "Sure" Nell said, voice shaking "It's this or just leaving it after all..." she trailed off.
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Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Plant Morphing
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Jan 19, 2021 20:50:27 GMT
Post by Nell Omix on Jan 19, 2021 20:50:27 GMT
Nell kept up her usual expression of being frightened of everything around her, uselessly pulling her sleeve to try and hide the cut. It didn't hurt all that much, she'd had worse injuries from a bike accident six years ago, but nothing this bad since her powers, so the clear sticky blood was disconcerting, especially since it turned to normal blood after leaving her body. It also was disquieting precisely because it was a relatively mild injury, she had read that people could get killed by ricochet fire like that... ok well probably not killed from a shot in the arm, but while she hadn't exactly shrugged the bullet off it hurt her less then it ought to have.
Of course, this being New York, people came to gawk as soon as it was clear the area wasn't immediately dangerous to be in. Hell, it wouldn't even be that surprising of some people decided to show up even if there was clear danger. Nell's restlessly moving nervous stare went over the crowd as it's hostility predictably increased, and with her torn sleeve the already nearly impossible to hide shifting bark across her skin was made even more obvious. She tried to will it off the arm in question, and it receded but more bark appeared in swirls on her neck, just visible behind her shirt collar, and the blood from the fresh red gash across her arm was red again, and she had no clue how she'd explain the stain it would leave away.
The masked woman's words made Nell realize she was still there, and she turned to face the woman, eyes wide with fright. She had no clue who this person was, she couldn't trust them. On the other hand, she knew exactly what sort of people the crowd coming in consisted of, and she had enough trouble with people like them when she was being discrete, much less now. She rolled her left sleeve up enough to expose her hand; the tiny flecks of bark here and there on it were smooth and flexible enough to be indistinguishable from skin by feel, but they stood out wildly by sight. Nell gulped, nodding and very softly "Ok" as she grabbed the hand being held out to her.
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Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Shifter
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Plant Morphing
AGE
17
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Jan 17, 2021 22:23:27 GMT
Post by Nell Omix on Jan 17, 2021 22:23:27 GMT
Nell's skin started shifting about rapidly around her legs beneath her long loose track pants too, unlike most metahumans she had never really tried using her powers and though she had a good instinctual feel for them, panicking enough about her abilities to barely use them intentionally actually made the automatic and unconscious part of them linked to her fight-or-flight response harder to manage. This was probably the most immediately dangerous thing that had ever happened to her, so it was only the very covering clothing she wore that even remotely disguised the thorny bark shifting restlessly around her skin, the total area covered increasing gradually.
She stared at the young woman who had entered, confused and trying desperately to non-verbally signal her she needed to leave when all of a sudden, she had moved several feet closer to attack. Nell's eyes were fixed on the masked woman's current location as she fought, her own body frozen still, and several times she simply seemed to blink into a different spot in an instant. The fight lasted perhaps a minute but it felt like much longer. The remaining man up fired his gun and Nell became unfrosted, recoiling from the sound and slightly raising herself up. She felt a flash of heat across her upper right arm and then even more cold then she had before, looking down she saw what had happened. One of the shots that bounced off the wall behind her had torn through her sleeve, it's speed had already been reduced by hitting a brick wall and the angle was almost parallel with her arm, so it left a small tear in her sleeve and a thin gash about a quarter-inch deep into her solidly wooden arms. As she got up to thank the mystery woman and the bullet itself fell down her sleeve and onto the alley's ground with a clatter, coated in viscous clear sap that after a few seconds separated from Nell's body turned into a dark red stain.
The masked woman's comment made Nell tense again "Um… I'm not sure it would really make much difference if I did tell you that" she said, flinching, only just now starting to feel pain from the gash in her still bark-covered arm.
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Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Shifter
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Plant Morphing
AGE
17
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Jan 15, 2021 21:12:25 GMT
Post by Nell Omix on Jan 15, 2021 21:12:25 GMT
For better or for worse, Nell was home again. The icy air seemed to filter out color from the city, leaving everything very gray, but even in a storm she'd recognize the area she'd lived in since she was nine with little issue. Better drop things off at her house at least, her parents might have preferred she wasn't there but the fact was she didn't have anybody else and, though she might not realize it, their disapproval made her feel sure they must be right- that there was something wrong with her.
Nell reached a crossing she was going to turn at, her eyes flicked around nervously, a common tick of hers and it caught something she was familiar enough with, people staring at her. Nell had quite literally not worn shorts or short-sleeved shirts in years to slightly mitigate how noticeable she is, but it barely helped. Random people on the street shouting various insults at her was a fact of life, and at first that's all she suspected about why they were staring so intensely. Suddenly, the men stepped directly in front of her as she waited for the light, Nell's eyes widening as they kept moving slowly and methodically in her direction, so she kept backing up the only direction she could until she slammed into a wall from not looking in front of her. Damn it. She knew crime had gotten pretty bad in the city lately but she'd never been the target of anything unless you counted one time that one of her dad's friends threw a rock at her, after which her parents had insisted she leave the house if they had guests.
She collapsed to the ground, her bag cushioning the fall a little as the men blocked off the way she had come in to what she could see, now she was no longer backing into it blindly, was a narrow alley, dusty ground making it clear it had been a while since anyone actually came here. Terrified, Nell squeaked out "I.. I don't have any money or anything..." to which one of the guys smirked like she'd made a rather good joke. Her breathing was speeding up, bark and vines wrapping around her arms from the fingertips going up beneath her coat and gloves, thorns stretching at but not yet quite breaking their fabric, when she saw something. Nell had good eyesight and a tendency to notice things, so while she had been focusing on the men now standing over her she saw another figure move at the entrance to the alley.
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Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Jan 10, 2021 13:52:46 GMT
Post by Nell Omix on Jan 10, 2021 13:52:46 GMT
Nell was never really all that happy to be home. Her parents almost certainly would prefer her to remain away the entire year, but of course such a thing wasn't permitted so they settled for acting as though she wasn't around even if she was. Not that any of this would be in the least apparent to others on the train, a fairly recent design still old enough for the paint to be peeling away. Nell pulled her sleeves forward even more, ensuring there wasn't a bit of exposed skin between them and her simple black gloves. Her entire outfit looked as though it was meant for a far colder winter than the one they were experiencing, in reality it was meant to cover as much skin as possible. She might have been emotionally fragile but Nell wasn't stupid, she knew what New York could be like for an obvious Metahuman.
The train started pulling to a stop, and a large portion of the car seems to be getting off here, including Nell. Pulling her duffel bag from above the seats, she moved out into the isle, and once the doors slip open with a hiss she walked out into the cold air in the station, bag slung over her shoulder as she left.
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Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Plant Morphing
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Post by Nell Omix on Jan 8, 2021 0:46:59 GMT
Nell went to her Violin, removing it from the spot she had put it, checking she hadn't damaged it in her haste to escape the situation. She smoothed down her now quite ratty looking sweater, bark receding until it was back to it's usual amount- no more than slowly shifting wispy patches compared to earlier. The feeling of heat in the room had seemed to fade a little and it released a little of the tension she had felt since first entering the room. "Alright, I'm calmed I think" she said smiling nervously, letting out a long breath as she did.
Nodding at the comment about going slower next time, Nell inadvertently caught Melody's gaze for a moment before breaking eye contact. Hadn't her eyes both been the same color before? It wouldn't be the first time she'd failed to notice something about a person by being nervous of directly looking at them if she had missed it. Nell's throat caught for a moment when Melody mentioned her dad. It was something she could understand, there's absolutely no way she'd want anybody from this school meeting her own father. She didn't consciously recognize it, and would have denied it if asked but some part of her knew, Abraham Omix could barely stand to be around his own daughter for being so different than him, even before becoming metahuman but certainly multiplied by it. It would be absurd to imagine he'd be anything other than even less cordial to other metahumans. "I get that, it... really would be a bad idea for you to meet mine either" she said solemnly
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Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Post by Nell Omix on Jan 1, 2021 0:18:09 GMT
Of course it couldn't last. Nell didn't actually think this, but she probably would have if she hadn't panicked so completely upon at (least in her own mind) failing utterly at the one thing she knew she was good at. She hastily put down her violin and started backing away from it and from Melody.
"I'm sorry" she said hoarsely "I'm sorry... I'm sorry" she kept saying it, the spaces between apologies gradually increasing as she collapsed, hands covering her face. A voice in her head that sounded suspiciously like her mother was chiding Nell for being so emotional, so fragile, but she couldn't help it. Bark, this time interlaced with thin vines and large thorns, sped up her arms and neck, covering her skin completely, her eyes becoming perfectly smooth patches, still moving independently. Nell stayed like this for a minute before taking a deep, shaky breath and saying in a voice that was slightly off-pitch but otherwise the same as her normal voice had been "I'm really sorry Melody. I should've gone slower, I just got caught up in it. From what I heard of it... you're a very good piano player, but I should have accounted for you being out of practice" Nell got up, bark creeping down her face enough to reveal her reddened eyes, and slowly she retracted the thorns across her skin, in her panic she had accidently put tiny holes all over her sleeves.
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Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Plant Morphing
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Post by Nell Omix on Dec 12, 2020 3:22:24 GMT
"I mean, it wasn't the best idea for sure. I still don't think I could have done it if I had wanted to." Nell said awkwardly, hoping she wasn't overstepping any boundaries. Truthfully she was terrified of being here, she had never had much chance to be alone, advocate for herself, or even learn a lot of the nuances of social skills, initially solely due to her parents being restrictive and then due to that and her changing isolating her from the few people she did know. She was uncomfortable in her skin in more ways than one.
Grabbing her half of the sheets, Nell went and got a music stand and set it up, giving it a quick look-over before getting her violin and bringing it under her chin. "Yeah it is, means 'Do what you do', I was just talking to myself." With a deep breath Nell rolled her sleeves (which were a bit too long and thus rather in the way) and held her bow at the ready. Nodding to Melody, she started to play. It was very familiar, simple to lose herself in. For these glorious moments it didn't matter that she felt lost, alone, uncertain, it didn't matter what she looked like, what categories she belonged to, or that she felt like she was falling apart every day. The music was all that really mattered right now, she could simply be without worry about what she ought to be.
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Every day by myself I'm breaking down
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Shifter
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Plant Morphing
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Post by Nell Omix on Dec 9, 2020 2:03:34 GMT
Nell pursed her lips slightly, she had heard New York was especially bad on the news but it wasn't something she really thought of- quite simply she didn't know enough about what an accepting environment is like to recognize a hostile one. She understood intellectually she shouldn't feel ashamed for happening to have changed that day, but it didn't stop her from feeling like she had committed some grave sin.
Listening quietly to Melody' explanation Nell nodded "I wish I could be like that sometimes, I mean not the car smashing but having the bravery to do things like that. I... well.. we got here through very different paths and that's important, but that both paths led here is also important I guess" she blushed a deep crimson. She didn't really want to defy people in the sort of way Melody had, but Nell felt awed at her ability to rebel. The world needed that sort of talent sometimes, and she herself had never had it.
Slowly raising the violin to her chin Nell said "I'll let you pick then" smiling slightly and for the first time in a while, warmly. She wouldn't have taken Melody's statement that she had to be a bitch seriously if she hadn't met her, but it was so evident that this sort of aggressive independence was a core part of who Melody was. "Well then, age quot agis" she said mostly to herself.
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