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Post by Evelyn Winters on Aug 22, 2020 8:18:44 GMT
It felt good to make Sonnet smile. She never knew that someone else’s emotional reaction could stir something like that inside of her besides, well, you know...But she didn’t want to think about him today. She didn’t want to think about the past, about who she used to be. She was a changed woman, and she wanted to accept that. That meant leaving the past behind, no matter how painful it may be to part with it. It was a slow process, but she was doing her best. Sonnet was blushing. She was blushing a lot. Was that good or bad? Was she flattered or nervous? Typically, Evelyn could read body language like a book. Quite literally, she learned to do so as one might learn a foreign language. However, she found when it came to social situations like this, social situations that involved her, literally and emotionally, the language was much more difficult to decipher. She thought about asking Sonnet outright, but, after consideration, realized that if she was nervous, bringing that to the surface might serve to increase her anxiety. So, she didn’t say anything and just did her best to look reassuring. Evelyn smiled back. ”Next time,” she agreed. Unsurprisingly, Sonnet gestured towards a path away from the crowd. ”Sure,” Evelyn agreed. Whatever would make Sonnet more comfortable. Evelyn understood the importance of baby steps. She followed her girlfriend (still weird to think about, g-ir-l-fr-ien-d) down the path. She wanted to get closer to Sonnet, but again, baby steps, so she kept a comfortable distance. They were quite close together, but they were not touching. Again, one could construe them as being “just friends,” though the looks on their faces whenever their eyes met was far from platonic. As they walked down the path, she heard the flutter of wings as from the bushes, as, evidently, did Cat. His ears perked up, his pupils dilated, his body stiffened. Another flutter and he was off, darting into the brush. ”I told you,” she said with a little smile. ”He’ll come back later; hopefully he’ll bring us a gift.” Evelyn was very appreciative of Cat sharing his half-eaten prey with her. She’d made a nice hobby of taxiderming the dead animals - an aspect of her life she’d shared with Sonnet, though she hadn’t shown her any of her work. Not yet. But she'd like to. One day soon, she hoped. Evelyn’s relaxed and jovial mood took a nosedive as someone brushed against her arm. She jumped back violently, colliding into Sonnet. Instinctively, her hand shot into her pocket, her fingers wrapping around the hilt of a blade hidden inside her cybernetic leg. Her mind was in panic mode. Her face returned to cold neutrality, though her heavy and panicked breathing gave her away. The woman who’d brushed up against her simply gave her a weird look as she walked past. Evelyn stood stiff, mind buzzing and screaming, eyes tracking the woman as she walked down the path and disappeared. Once the perceived threat was out of sight, Evelyn closed her eyes and took a slow, deep breath. Her muscles, while still tense, relaxed ever so slightly. Her breathing slowed, and she took her hand out of her pocket. She turned back toward Sonnet, face emoting embarrassment and shame, though instead of her cheeks flushing, her blood felt horribly, horribly cold. ”Sorry, I um...it happens.” She’d disclosed her PTSD and related symptoms to Sonnet, though she never went into detail about her trauma (and she doubted she ever would). Still, this was the first time Sonnet had seen it in action. ”Let’s just...continue,” she said, still clearly a bit shaken. Despite Evelyn’s insistence on a public outing, Sonnet wasn’t the only one who had problems being out among the populace. Sonnet Matsuda
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Post by Evelyn Winters on Aug 19, 2020 10:50:46 GMT
”Right,” she said quietly as her blade slid off his neck as if it were made of metal. Of course he was a metahuman. It seemed like every person she met nowadays was a metahuman. And as far as she knew, she had no way to hurt him. It was a difficult fact to accept, but one that had become easier to digest with time and experience. That certainly didn’t mean she was okay with being more or less helpless. Far, far, far, far from it. But she’d also come to accept that she, in comparison to metahumans, was the underdog. She just had to find a way to get the upper hand, if need be. Though it seemed Arthur had no intention of harming her. Still, it was good to have a contingency plan. She studied him for a moment longer. There was something about him, something...familiar. Something that, of all things, reminded her of her brother. His eyes. When he looked at her, his pupils didn’t move. There was no empathy behind those eyes. Axel, of course, had empathy for Evelyn, but not for anyone else. She observed, when studying his countenance while he socialized with others, that his pupils remained static while the pupils of others would contract and dilate in accordance with his perceived emotions. Axel had confirmed that her pupils behaved similarly. And now, she was seeing the same thing in Arthur. How intriguing. She watched closely as Arthur demonstrated his powers. As his tendrils touched her scarred wrist, she violently recoiled her arm, a flash of panic screaming in her mind, exploding in her chest. “Do not touch me,” she said, managing to maintain her monotone, though the speed of her voice picked up ever so slightly. Were his flesh capable of being penetrated, Arthur would have had a blade perforated far into his spleen. Dropping her weapons to her side - though keeping them tight in her fists, muscles tense - her eyes scanned the man in front of her. ”I did,” she replied, voice even. She listened as he listed off his abilities. He was not lying; she could tell (unless being about to perfectly mask his body language was one of his abilities). This contingency plan would be difficult to formulate, but she’d come up with one eventually. She always did (unless she ran into things foolishly and underprepared, but she’d learned her lesson in that regard; her overconfidence had waned greatly since her incident in San Francisco). Who knows; perhaps she could use his powers to her advantage. He certainly seemed to be on her side. She eyed the rather delicious looking head, admiring its beauty. Cat had once again begun hissing and growling, but Arthur had not yet entered his territory, so he had not yet attacked. She stepped aside. ”You can come in,” she said. She looked down at the small, ferocious animal she’d shared her life with for the past couple years. ”Cat,” she said, a suggestion in her tone, far from the monotone she’d used to communicate with Arthur. Cat hummed a low growl in annoyance and slunk back into the trailer. The trailer in question was busy, compact. Half eaten taxidermied animals hung from the walls and stood on top of shelves and counters. They were all gifts Cat had laid at Evelyn’s feet. She’d decided to make the best of them. There was a large workstation which contained a myriad of tools, small robotics, and blades of all shapes and sizes in various states of completion. There were cans of beans stacked in the corner. A half eaten can was sitting by her workstation, plastic fork dug into its contents. There was a bathroom, a sink, some cabinets, and finally, a small bed - hard mattress, rough sheets. She didn’t mind the discomfort. It wasn’t like she got much sleep anyway. ”I’m afraid there’s not much space to place our lunch,” she said, just a hint of jest in her voice. She found herself surprisingly comfortable around Arthur (though when you factored in her comfort levels around most other people, that really wasn't saying much). Arthur Rachade
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Post by Evelyn Winters on Aug 6, 2020 7:14:00 GMT
She didn’t like his confidence. It was clear her blades didn’t scare him, and it irked her to no end. It occurred to her that Arthur might be a metahuman. Seemed likely. Your average human would be much less cavalier about approaching Evelyn given her reputation (at least, she hoped so). Still, there was a saying about assumptions that her brother liked to bring up and then promptly ignore, so she didn’t come to any conclusions without proper evidence. Evelyn watched his hands very carefully as he slowly opened the cake carrier. She didn’t know what she was expecting, but a cooked human head was pretty low on that list. However, once her eyes caught sight of it, they didn’t let go. Her pupils dilated, her interest clear. The culinary concoction was a sight to behold. Not to mention, it smelled gorgeous. Her sense of smell was somewhat damaged, her nose having been broken several times over, but even so, the scent was intoxicating. Even Cat seemed interested, taking a break from his hissing and growling to sniff the air originating from the severed head. ”That is a very good reason,” she said. She felt her guards lowering, but they were far from disappearing. She stepped aside, lowering the throwing knife, though she kept the other one pressed against his neck. ”Come in,” she said simply. ”But first.” She pressed the blade she held against his neck ever so slightly into his skin to see what would happen. Evelyn’s scientific nature got the best of her. She had to know if this man had some power to prevent her from harming him. Arthur Rachade
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Post by Evelyn Winters on Aug 6, 2020 6:40:31 GMT
Never in her life did Evelyn think she’d have a girlfriend. Never in her life did she think she’d have any kind of relationship with anyone besides her brother. Sure, she’d had a brush with friendship here and there - her partner at work, the nurse at the hospital, the patient at the psych ward - but they never stuck. All those people had simply faded into oblivion. And her brother, of course, died. But since then, she’d developed a deep and loving relationship with a cat, who was walking with her now - white fur patched with pink, twisted scars, lost tail replaced with a deadly cybernetic prosthetic. And now she had a girlfriend. Even after all these months, it still felt weird to think about it. She silently mouthed the word. “G-ir-l-fr-ien-d.” Odd. But she liked it. She still wasn’t entirely sure what it meant or how she was supposed to feel about it, but so far the experience of dating had been a net positive. She planned to continue doing it for as long as it remained so. She was wearing a form-fitting black tank top; her strong, lean muscles were defined and prominent (as were her scars). Her usual baggy pants and combat boots hid her cybernetic prosthetic leg. The sun felt good against her skin, and the cool breeze ruffled her long and somewhat unkempt hair. She knew Sonnet would be uncomfortable being romantic in public. She had practically told her as much. But it had been months, and they had yet to meet in a public setting. Evelyn decided it was time to rip off that metaphorical band-aid. There were so many places she wanted to go with Sonnet. She was tired of getting drinks and eating food alone. She wanted to truly be with her - literally, physically, and that meant not just going on dates in her apartment. She saw Sonnet before Sonnet saw her. A small smile graced her lips. Sonnet looked. Fucking. Adorable. Most might not have such thoughts about the woman, knowing what she was capable of, but Evelyn was far from most. Her smile grew as she saw Sonnet checking her hair in her phone’s camera. She never knew that such a small, pedestrian act could make her heart flutter. Even so, Sonnet seemed on edge. Evelyn hoped she could soon assuage her nerves. Her eyes narrowed, however, as someone catcalled her girlfriend. So this was what jealousy felt like. With them only meeting in private, Evelyn hadn’t had the opportunity to see Sonnet admired by someone else, especially not so aggressively. She did not like it. Instinctively, she reached for a knife, but paused. She couldn’t let herself get sidetracked. This day was about Sonnet, not whoever the fuck that was. Her cheerful face returned as Sonnet finally caught sight of her. As she approached Sonnet, Cat stayed by Evelyn’s side, but he did not hiss or growl at Sonnet. She’d brought him with her a few times to Sonnet’s apartment, and while it was rough at first, Cat had become accustomed to Sonnet. That did not mean he liked her, but he didn’t take every opportunity he could to attack her. He tolerated her presence. ”I hope you don’t mind Cat. He likes to come with me when I go outside. He’ll probably run off somewhere at some point,” she said. The side of her lip twitched upwards at Sonnet’s nervous greeting and failed attempt at a hug. Deciding to take the initiative, she hugged Sonnet herself, and though the gesture had romantic intentions, one could construe it as being platonic, and very purposefully so. She didn’t want Sonnet to get too nervous too quickly. “That person that catcalled you, do you want me to stab them?” she said softly into Sonnet’s ear. “I can send Cat after them. Then their catcall would be appropriately answered.” She stepped back, releasing the hug, and paused for a moment, processing what she'd just said. “I just made a pun,” she said, amused with herself. Sonnet Matsuda
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Post by Evelyn Winters on Jul 29, 2020 7:20:36 GMT
Evelyn was deeply ingrained in her work. While she’d regained most of her possessions during her prison escape, she’d lost quite a few blades she held near and dear to her heart. She was in the process of remaking them. She’d already finished forging one. She’d carefully shaped the metal, engraving serrations into the tip of the blade. It wasn’t particularly long - perhaps four inches in length - but the hilt was hefty (adding another two inches or so), and the metal was thick. This was not a throwing knife. It was intended for melee only, but it would be extremely effective at its purpose. She was sitting at her grinding wheel, focusing intensely on sharpening this blade to perfection. She might not have noticed the approaching vehicle had Cat not jumped down from his perch hissing loudly, hair on end, ears back, his new robotic tail rising up and separating into three sharp, separate, metallic prongs. It had taken some time for Cat to get used to his new tail after he’d lost his old one, but he got the hang of it rather quickly, despite its unusual added function. Like Evelyn, he was an incredibly smart creature. Immediately, her muscles tensed. She grabbed the hilt of her unfinished blade and fetched another from the stock in her cybernetic leg - it was small, simple, but incredibly effective for throwing. She stood up and assumed her fighter’s stance, ready for the worst. She had made the unfortunate discovery that she could be defeated. Twice. She didn’t plan on it happening again. She didn’t approach the window, but from where she was standing, she could just barely see through the blinds. Cat let out a low growl as she watched a rather debonair looking man advance toward the trailer, cake carrier in hand. He paused, then approached the door and rang the bell. Winters. Her mind went into a cold panic. This trailer had been hidden for years. How did he know she was here? She remained stiff in her fighter’s stance, waiting to see what he would do next. But nearly a minute passed, and the man - Arthur, he said his name was - didn’t make a move. Well, if he wasn’t going to do anything, she would. She couldn’t have people knowing about her hideout. Body tense and ready for a fight, she opened the door. Cat let out yet another hiss, his tails stiff, razor sharp ends pointed toward the mysterious man. She’d opened the door with intent to kill him, but, against all instinct, she paused. It did not appear this man was intending to hurt her. Still, she remained vigilant. Swiftly and immediately, she pressed the melee knife against Arthur's throat, and held the smaller one back, ready to throw. ”Tell me why I shouldn’t bury my blade into your jugular,” she said, features expressionless, voice monotone. Arthur Rachade
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Post by Evelyn Winters on Jul 21, 2020 9:09:25 GMT
Sonnet’s eyes met with her own. For a moment, she felt her heart flutter. She felt...something. Something warm and burning and bursting with energy. She couldn’t decide if she liked this feeling or not. She was not used to feeling emotions for people. People, besides her brother, were lesser; they were toys to be played with and eventually discarded. But Sonnet was not a toy; she was...human, just like her. Something had happened to Evelyn after her defeat, something she had yet to fully parse. She’d tried drowning it in alcohol, but that was a temporary fix. Here was this something staring her right in the face, and she didn’t know what to do. All too quickly, Sonnet pulled her eyes away and went back to busying herself - again, Evelyn assumed, trying to escape her own thoughts. Evelyn had half a mind to do the same. But she quickly decided no; she would not back away from this. Whatever she was feeling, whatever change was happening in her, she was going to face it head on. She was no coward - never had been and never would be. She was going to confront this challenge no matter how strange or confusing or uncomfortable it may be. Evelyn felt pain as Sonnet pulled her arm away - sharp, piercing, yet horribly numb. It was not physical pain, but something deeper, emotional. It was discomfiting. Evelyn did not like it. Part of her was starting to regret this whole intimacy thing, but a much larger part of her very much wanted it to continue. Her heart, again, beat rapidly inside her chest as Sonnet’s eyes once again met her own, though this time they did not pull away. She listened to her words. There were so many things Evelyn wanted to say to Sonnet. She wanted to tell her she did not have to subject herself to the will of others, that she could be her own person, position be damned. She wanted to tell her to fuck the Yakuza, fuck anyone that would dare tell her what she could or could not do. But she knew it would not get through to her. Perhaps it could be a conversation for another time. Right now, all they had was this moment. Without thinking, she stepped forward and wrapped her arms around her, placing her forehead against Sonnet’s. "I believe I've made it clear I'm not accustomed to physical intimacy, but this is...nice. It can stay in this apartment if it must, but I hope the…emotional intimacy will continue outside the walls of this building." That was by far the most romantic thing Evelyn had ever said. ”You don’t have to let anyone hold you back,” she said quietly. Sonnet Matsuda
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Post by Evelyn Winters on Jul 7, 2020 7:42:17 GMT
Sonnet was laughing. That was good. It meant she was no longer distressed. Or at least, not as distressed as she was. Still, her chuckle seemed...strained. There was an edge to it that made Evelyn uncomfortable. Did that mean Sonnet was uncomfortable? Why was Evelyn feeling Sonnet’s emotions? This experience was turning out to be very strange… ”Huh,” she grunted simply. So Sonnet was not new at this. She’d gone as far as having intercourse - something Evelyn and Sonnet hadn’t partaken in, and something Evelyn had no plans to ever partake in. Kissing was fine, but sex was...too much. Just the thought of being that close to someone made her skin crawl. ”Ah,” she said in understanding as Sonnet finally revealed her trepidation. Evelyn was aware of homophobia. It was difficult not to be. Her mother, as a Senator, had fought for LGBTQ+ rights, not because she was truly passionate about the issue, but because she was a Democrat in a blue state; she had to pander to her voter base. At school, she and her brother had gotten a few homophobic slurs hurled at them because of their mother’s stance. That was until Axel and Evelyn decided they wouldn’t stand for insults. What they did to those so called bullies shut them up for good. As time progressed, so did ideals, and even with Axel being rather unfastidious about his choice in sexual partner when it came to gender, Evelyn rarely encountered any discomfort or prejudice when it came to non-heterosexual pairings. Bigotry when it came to the matter had all but left her mind. But just because she knew the source of Sonnet’s discomfort didn’t mean she knew why Sonnet felt the way she did. Her perhaps internalized homophobia was a mystery, and there were few things that intrigued Evelyn more than a mystery… Evelyn nodded. ”I don’t think I’d ever been that drunk in my entire life.” She brought the cup of coffee up to her lips. ”It was an...interesting experience. It continues to be an interesting experience. Certainly...brought down my guards.” She took a sip of her coffee, thinking it likely brought down Sonnet’s guards as well. She watched with a furrowed brow as Sonnet busied herself with clutter on the counter top - a telling sign that she was still feeling uneasy. She recognized Sonnet’s actions as something she’d done herself. It was an attempt to get out of your head, to distract yourself. This was not good. If she wanted to understand Sonnet’s psyche, understand her discomfort, she needed her to be fully cognizant. With unusual fluidity for a hungover, one-legged woman, she walked over to the busy Sonnet and grabbed her forearm, gently, but with purpose. She did her best to catch her eye. ”Why are you uncomfortable having physical intimacy with another woman? Why should no one know? Does the Yakuza not approve of such a thing?” She tried to speak softly, empathetically, but doing so was not her strong suit, and she still came off as monotonous and robotic, with just a bit of that tenderness coming through. She found she quite liked making physical contact with Sonnet, even when sober. This was a strange experience indeed... Sonnet Matsuda
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Post by Evelyn Winters on Jun 11, 2020 5:27:04 GMT
Evelyn was very good at picking out a liar. It was one of the first things the twins taught themselves. Axel picked up on it faster than Evelyn, obviously, but she soon caught up. It was a simple case of observing their eye line, their body language, their head movements. If possible, it would help to feel their heart rate, examine their breathing. With her intelligence and ability to pick up on small details, she could spot a liar from across the room. Evelyn didn’t need to utilize these observational skills to tell that Sonnet was lying. As her hand rested on Sonnet’s shoulder, she wondered what to do next. She had never learned how to comfort people. Sure, she’d comforted her brother on multiple occasions. He’d always been resistant to it; he always liked to act like nothing was wrong. But Evelyn always saw through his facade and knew just what to do to make him feel better. Though she doubted sparring or hunting (for animals or for people) would be the remedy to Sonnet’s (or most people’s) distress. Thus, when Sonnet shrugged off her hand, she was somewhat relieved, but also confused, worried. Why would she not want her comfort? Sure, Evelyn had tried to stab her multiple times during their first encounter, but that was in the past; they were over that now. She watched as Sonnet moved to the sink and splashed cold water on her face. What was she supposed to do now? She didn’t like seeing Sonnet upset; she wanted to make her feel better, but she didn’t know how. It seemed Sonnet was processing something, and was having difficulty doing so, though Evelyn didn’t know what. To her understanding, what they’d done last night was nothing unusual. In fact, it was probably the most typical human interaction Evelyn had had in years. It was far more typical than their first encounter. “Physical intimacy is new?” she asked. She noticed Sonnet was having difficulty speaking, so she switched her speech to Japanese - which Evelyn was fluent in, along with quite a few other languages - thinking it might be easier for her. “I would imagine someone of your age would have experienced it already.” She took a sip of her coffee, then stood, tapping her finger against the cup, the metal of the prosthetic clinking against the ceramic. “I would understand, though. I’ve had an...unusual life myself.” The tapping quickened. ”Last night was my first experience with romantic physical intimacy, and I don’t believe I’m having as difficult a time processing it as you are, though I must admit, the aftereffects of the alcohol are making it difficult to think coherently, but I don’t particularly mind,” she said somewhat playfully, a slight smile forming across her face as she brought the cup up to her lips and took another sip. Sonnet Matsuda
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Post by Evelyn Winters on Jun 5, 2020 0:17:12 GMT
Evelyn tilted her head to the side as she watched Sonnet, who clearly seemed to be having some sort of internal struggle. She wondered if the aftereffects of the alcohol were involved, if she, too, was dealing with the consequences of inebriation. Her reaction, however, seemed too animated to be the result of a hangover. If anything, her nervous energy seemed in direct conflict with the head pounding results of a heavy night of drinking. Odd. Very odd. ”I did like it. I thought I already stated that,” she said plainly. She was aware that enjoying romantic physical intimacy (or any kind of intimacy) was not particularly in character, but she was a dynamic person. Besides, she had...changed. She wasn’t actually sure how, but she felt different. Her defeat, her time in prison, it had rattled something in her, something she didn’t even know existed. She hadn’t taken the time to analyse this change. No, she was so terrified of it she decided to drown it in alcohol. But now, with the inebriation fading, and having experienced a night she never could have imagined, this metamorphosis was staring her right in the face, though her head was too heavy and muddled to deal with it. ”It’s not just the alcohol. It certainly brought down guards that would typically prevent me from partaking in such an act, but the act itself was enjoyable.” She took another sip of her coffee, watching curiously as Sonnet seemed to have a bit of a breakdown. She was very unsure of what was “not okay.” People were strange. Axel always seemed to understand the minds of others - how they worked and why. Evelyn never obtained this ability. Humans had always been something of a mystery to her. She furrowed her brow ever so slightly. ”Are you crying?” There was the tiniest hint of concern in her voice. Why would Sonnet be crying? For perhaps the first time in Evelyn’s life, she’d had an interaction with someone other than her brother didn’t result in physical injury or death. Yet, despite the tenderness of their actions, Sonnet still seemed to be in pain. She stared down at the cup for a moment, watching the steam coming off the coffee, doing her best to parse her muddled thoughts. Looking up at Sonnet, she realized that her pain caused Evelyn pain. She hadn’t experienced something like this since Axel. She held out a hand and walked toward Sonnet, aiming to place a comforting hand on her shoulder. Sonnet Matsuda
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Post by Evelyn Winters on May 9, 2020 6:42:57 GMT
She winced as the buzzing from the machine pierced into her skull, squeezing her eyes shut and holding her head. She had memories from last night of enjoying the effects of alcohol. She supposed the aftereffects were why most people did not partake in it regularly so heavily. She’d heard of hangovers, but never experienced them. She was quickly learning that they were not pleasant. Worth it? Perhaps. Though she wasn’t sure she shared that sentiment at the moment. Evelyn followed Sonnet’s gesture toward the restroom with her eyes. She felt a wave of nauseous pass through her head and into her stomach. It wasn’t strong enough to warrant a trip to said restroom, but it was unpleasant. She figured there was a good likelihood these waves of nausea would only increase in severity, thus her request for the location of the toilet. She didn’t want to vomit on Sonnet’s floor. She liked Sonnet. With slight hesitation, she wrapped her hands around the cup Sonnet offered her, instinctually giving the coffee a sniff. With sobriety, her paranoia about food had returned. Still, something inside of her told her that any food or drink Sonnet offered her was safe. It wasn’t exactly trust, but it was a small step towards it. She gave the coffee a small sip, her slurp audible. When she didn’t taste anything suspicious, she took a heartier drink. Her eyes didn’t leave Sonnet. She did not find the silence heavy or uncomfortable, though it seemed Sonnet did. Analyzing her body language - flushed cheeks, wandering eyes - it was clear that Sonnet felt uneasy. Physical intimacy was something Evelyn did not understand very well. There was an emotional weight that came with physicality, a weight Evelyn felt to some degree, though likely not in the same manner Sonnet did. While she didn’t fully understand this weight, she liked it. It felt good. She didn’t have the time or the capability to think about the hows or the whys or even the whats, but it was a pleasant sensation, and thus not immediately worth questioning. She blinked. “Why not? I enjoyed it.” She tilted her head to the side ever so slightly. “Did you not enjoy it?” She brought the cup up to her lips. ”I’m sure the alcohol may have factored somewhat into my enjoyment, but...I would like for it to happen again.” She spoke without thinking, taking a sip of her coffee. Her head was too heavy for proper analysis, but she knew that she enjoyed kissing Sonnet, and enjoyable acts were worth repeating. Sonnet Matsuda
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Post by Evelyn Winters on Apr 24, 2020 4:00:29 GMT
Evelyn slept better than she had in years. No nightmares, not even a dream. Not once was she roused during the night, flinching up in bed, covered in cold sweat, grabbing for a knife as if she were about to be attacked. No, tonight was a peaceful night. The first one she’d had since Axel’s death. She didn’t even remember falling asleep. She was simply enveloped in this absolute nothing that she didn’t realize she’d been craving for so long. It was bliss. This bliss was somewhat interrupted as she felt something move; her limbs jostled slightly. She groaned and curled up into herself. She didn’t want to get up. Not yet. She held onto that peaceful darkness and she held on tight. She willed her mind back to sleep, back to that unconsciousness that had evaded her for so long. She didn’t dare open her eyes, trying to lull her mind back to tranquility. Unfortunately, her mind rejected her attempts to quiet it. Once it was awakened, it seemed, it stayed awake. The scent of coffee was what finally stirred her from her attempted rest. This was odd. Evelyn didn’t drink coffee. She didn’t want to poison her mind with caffeine (ironic, considering what had just happened the night before), and she’d never gotten accustomed to the bitter taste. At first, this confused her. Then, it worried her. She was not in her trailer. Her eyes shot open. Where was she? She was on a floor, in an apartment. She propped herself up on her arms, seeing a familiar short woman in the kitchen. Memories came flooding in from last night. She got drunk. Really drunk. And then she’d met Sonnet; they went back to her apartment, ordered pizza, and then… And then... Wiping away a bit of drool that had dribbled down her cheek, she stood up with a groan and put a hand up to her head. She had a massive headache. Her head hadn’t felt like that since the last time she was put on medication. She stumbled as she stood. It was too bright. Everything hurt. ”Hey,” she grunted, not sure what else to say. She’d never kissed someone before. She’d never done anything romantic with anyone before. She didn’t know how to react. She didn’t even know how far they’d gotten. Memory got a bit fuzzy after some time in her embrace. They were together, and then she woke up. She was still clothed, so she assumed nothing had gotten too physical. She doubted, even in her inebriated state, she would’ve allowed that. Her asexuality was something ingrained deep inside of her. Though she was learning that she may not be aromantic… She felt her stomach move. ”Where’s your bathroom?” she asked, her blank face and monotone returned. She didn’t need to vomit at the moment, but she knew she likely would soon, and she didn’t want to vomit on the floor of a woman she’d just made out with. She needed to parse those feelings before she did anything. She didn’t know how Sonnet felt about what happened. She hoped her relative silence would allow Sonnet to reveal her feelings about last night without Evelyn needing to reveal her own confused emotions. Sonnet Matsuda
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Post by Evelyn Winters on Apr 15, 2020 8:04:26 GMT
Evelyn watched with mild wonderment as Sonnet sucked up the pizza like a vacuum. She supposed that was what Sonnet meant by fuel. Still, it was a surreal sight to see such a tiny woman decimating a pizza as if she hadn’t eaten in three days. ”You should do one of those speed eating things,” Evelyn said, putting a slice in her mouth. ”You’d be good at it.” She started giggling. ”And no one would suspect you!” she laughed. Wings. Evelyn looked around, seeing a bag on the ground near the coffee table. She strained to reach, but was unable to. So, believing she might fall if she stood up, she crawled over, grabbed the bag, and crawled back to where she was sitting, a bit closer to Sonnet. ”Got’em!” she proclaimed proudly. She pulled the styrofoam boxes out of the bag and placed them on the crowded coffee table. Just as she was opening a box, a slice of pizza suddenly came into view. ”Woah,” she said, leaning back to see that Sonnet had shoved a slice in her face. Her surprised mouth morphed into a smile. Evelyn grabbed the pizza, taking a hearty bite. ”It’z good,” she said, mouth full. She started giggling again. She didn’t know why, but for some reason the whole situation was incredibly amusing to her. Her cheeks felt especially heated. She was happy. Very, very happy. It was an alien feeling, but an incredible one. Sonnet had eaten a large majority of the food, but Evelyn still had her fair share. She’d always had what she’d referred to as a small stomach. She got very full very fast. Thus, after just a few slices and some wings, she slowed her eating dramatically, letting Sonnet absorb the rest of the food. ”Oop,” Evelyn exclaimed in surprise as Sonnet pulled her against the couch, though she didn’t protest. Suddenly, she found herself face to face with Sonnet. Her face reddened. Her heartbeat quickened. Her breath got warm and airy. Her eyes were glued to Sonnet’s face, noticing every detail, following every curve, eventually landing on her eyes, unable to look away. Her face tingled as Sonnet brushed her hair back. Evelyn’s mind was overrun with emotions, emotions she’d never felt before. Something deep, instinctual. She didn’t think. She just did. As Sonnet leaned forward, so did Evelyn. Their lips met. Evelyn had never kissed anyone before, but she’d always been a fast learner. One could almost be convinced she knew what she was doing. Sonnet Matsuda
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Post by Evelyn Winters on Apr 11, 2020 8:02:50 GMT
”There are,” Evelyn agreed. She’d been to plenty of those places with Axel during their trips to the city. Bars and clubs were Axel’s favorite hunting grounds. Evelyn accompanied him, both because she enjoyed his company and because Axel tried to use the opportunity to teach Evelyn social skills. He never succeeded. He would try to introduce her to people, but, being unable to emote, she quickly alienated anyone they talked to. Most of the time she’d just end up in the corner, watching with a blank face as Axel moved in on his prey. ”Interesting we keep meeting at the same one,” she said. Evelyn smiled wide as Sonnet downed her alcohol like she was pouring the liquid down a drain. ”Chug, chug, chug, chug,” she chanted playfully, weakly banging her fists on the arms of the chair. She laughed as Sonnet swayed from side to side. Evelyn was learning that it wasn’t fun being drunk alone. She could use some inebriated company. Plus, she was curious to see how Sonnet acted drunk. She seemed so tightly wound. She would love to see her unwind. Evelyn twisted her mouth to the side and looked at the blurry, swirling floor. ”Dunno, it’s just…” She paused for quite a while, trying her very best to think. ”It’s just...drugs killed Axel, and alcohol is like drugs and…” She scratched the side of her face, nails scraping against her Glasgow smirk. ”I just...I didn’t wanna be around the stuff that killed Axel. It’s not the same. I know it’s not the same. But...I avoided it for a long time. Because of. That,” she muttered. She bit her lower lip, staring intensely at the ground. She was startled out of her sorrows by the pinging of Sonnet’s phone. ”Wassat?” she asked. She watched as Sonnet left the apartment and returned, several minutes later, with a large stack of pizza in her arms. Evelyn smiled wider than she had in years, stretching the scars on her face. The smell was so amazing that it made her want to vomit. It was a strange dichotomy. Evelyn took the box Sonnet tossed to her and rolled onto the floor, scooching over to Sonnet, placing her box on the coffee table as well. ”Gotta share the pizza,” she said, stuffing a slice in her mouth. ”Can’t have just one kind, you gotta have all of them.” Plus, she wanted to be close to Sonnet. She wanted to be drunk together. Sonnet Matsuda
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Post by Evelyn Winters on Apr 7, 2020 23:02:00 GMT
Evelyn giggled as Sonnet added even more food. The woman did eat a lot. Yet she was so tiny. How the hell did that work? ”How do you eat so much?” she asked. ”You look so good.” Evelyn was far from aware of the words that were coming out of her mouth, much less the implications. Alcohol was a strange kind of truth serum. It conjured thoughts Evelyn didn’t know she even had and made her vomit them out without her even realizing what she’d just said. As Sonnet reached out to touch Evelyn’s cheek, her heart jumped a little. This confused her. At first she thought that might be a fear response, but she wasn’t afraid. No, this was different. Anxiety inducing but...better. Good. It was a good kind of anxiety. Like something right was happening. This was an unfamiliar sensation. Very rarely since her brother died had anything ever felt “right.” Her cheeks flushed even more and her smile widened. This felt right. ”Yeah, get drunk,” Evelyn said. She rolled her head to watch Sonnet grab some more alcohol of her own. ”Honestly, I didn’t know getting this drunk would feel this good,” she slurred with a grin. ”If I did I’d do it more often.” She looked down at her scarred hands. ”A lot more often,” she said solemnly. If there had been something available to ease the pain right after the incident, she would have jumped on it immediately. Unfortunately, she was stuck in the hospital for quite some time. No alcohol available there. ”Aw,” she complained, somewhat facetiously, as Sonnet refused Evelyn any more alcohol. She supposed that was for the better, however. She’d seen the effects of alcohol on others. She didn’t want to black out. No. She was, for once, having a good time. She wanted to enjoy this moment, experience it, savor it. She didn’t want it to end. Sonnet Matsuda
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Post by Evelyn Winters on Apr 5, 2020 1:17:44 GMT
”Mm, that sounds fun,” she said. ”Swinging swords.” Had Evelyn and Axel had the resources to acquire swords, they no doubt would’ve used them. Unfortunately (or perhaps fortunately), their location in a rather small yet affluent suburban area restricted them from obtaining any bladed weaponry larger than a hunting knife. She could just imagine hacking into one of the large trees that surrounded their mansion with a katana, or playing sword fight with Axel. ”What’s food up there?” she asked, turning her head to see Sonnet’s shelves stocked to the brim with food. ”Lotta food,” she noted astutely. Evelyn didn’t eat much herself. Oftentimes, she got so focused on a particular task that she would forget to eat. She didn’t like taking time aside to refuel, though she knew it was needed, and when she did eat, she didn’t indulge in luxuries, often just digging into a cold can of beans. ”Takeout.” Takeout was like a foreign concept to her. She hadn’t had takeout since Axel (her deceased brother seemed to be invading her thoughts today). After her...incident, she’d had a lot of paranoia. She stowed away in a trailer in the woods, a place that no delivery could find her. She also had difficulty trusting people to give her food in general. For a while, she’d thoroughly test any food she got from the grocery store for foreign chemicals. She had gotten over that phase, but she still felt nervous eating food without testing what was inside it. This, of course, all went to the wayside in her inebriated state. She grabbed the phone with a sloppy hand. “Let’s get pizza,” she said. Drunkenly, and with many mistakes, she ordered a large cheese pizza, a large mushroom, and, horrifyingly, a large hawaiian. ”Gotta put in your address,” she said, handing the phone back to Sonnet. Looking at the other woman, she noticed an unsteadiness, a haze in her eyes. ”You drunk too?” she asked, smiling wide at Sonnet. Sonnet Matsuda
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