Jun 23, 2018 20:15:15 GMT
Post by Deleted on Jun 23, 2018 20:15:15 GMT
Day three
They tell me writing my thoughts down and stuff will help me. The kind doctor has been reassuring about this new life I am living. The "Event" as they call it gave a number of people abilities and powers. I am one of those people touched by the "Event". However, I have had a very rough time with this 'ability'. The kind doctor says I am what is called a "precog" short for precognitive, meaning so they tell me, I can see the future. No, it is surly not like TV where in an hours time things are solved and stuff.
No, what I see is like a thousand TV but the images are not on TVs, coming at me all the time in my mind. Not only do you see things, but experience like you are there, feeling and hearing everything around you.
Recently, I saw a building being blown up and people dying, the kind doctor helped me to locate the one image and kind of walk through it so I could see things in more detail. I think because of what I saw the people are safe, I do not know. They do not tell me everything, I guess for my safety, I don't know.
This place is for people known as "META's" again I fall into this group and as such the doctors and staff seemed to be trained in handling people like us. They do not fear us from what I can tell over the past going on third day here.
The other hospitals I was in before this, failed me in so many ways, one the main thing they do is drugs, the answer to all wacked out people, give them a pill and they are good to go. No, not for me it left me so numb, I could hardly move. I became mostly mute after the "Event" not knowing what the h**l was wrong with me and the people around me just thought I was going crazy or something. Since when do grown people think of a small blonde something to fear? Stick her in a hospital and forgot about her. At least that is what it feels like. Mom visited less and less, until I was transfered to the second psycho ward, she never visited there. The bills must be getting paid? I do not know.
Here, the never once had me take a pill, other then some advil that I had asked for my first night, my head felt like it was going to come off like a bomb. Of course that is all I kept seeing that first night, the building blowing up and all those people getting killed, a beheaded babies head . . . I can still see it. Those kind of images hurt me so much and I do not know how to some them from flooding my mind like they do. I am just one teen, I can not take on all these images!
I do hope that the kind doctor can help, I think he said something about talking about my . . . well, I do not like to be touched because I can hear other peoples mind. Writing that does not sound right anyway I do not know about it or what they call it, they must call it something right? Anyway, if I do not touch anyone, I do not hear them. So there. easy fix.
I think the kind doctor is coming soon, I'd like to get another coat of paint over the wall before he comes. I'll tell you about the wall later.
Is writing helping yet? I dnk.
(**This is a solo thread for Sky only!**)
They tell me writing my thoughts down and stuff will help me. The kind doctor has been reassuring about this new life I am living. The "Event" as they call it gave a number of people abilities and powers. I am one of those people touched by the "Event". However, I have had a very rough time with this 'ability'. The kind doctor says I am what is called a "precog" short for precognitive, meaning so they tell me, I can see the future. No, it is surly not like TV where in an hours time things are solved and stuff.
No, what I see is like a thousand TV but the images are not on TVs, coming at me all the time in my mind. Not only do you see things, but experience like you are there, feeling and hearing everything around you.
Recently, I saw a building being blown up and people dying, the kind doctor helped me to locate the one image and kind of walk through it so I could see things in more detail. I think because of what I saw the people are safe, I do not know. They do not tell me everything, I guess for my safety, I don't know.
This place is for people known as "META's" again I fall into this group and as such the doctors and staff seemed to be trained in handling people like us. They do not fear us from what I can tell over the past going on third day here.
The other hospitals I was in before this, failed me in so many ways, one the main thing they do is drugs, the answer to all wacked out people, give them a pill and they are good to go. No, not for me it left me so numb, I could hardly move. I became mostly mute after the "Event" not knowing what the h**l was wrong with me and the people around me just thought I was going crazy or something. Since when do grown people think of a small blonde something to fear? Stick her in a hospital and forgot about her. At least that is what it feels like. Mom visited less and less, until I was transfered to the second psycho ward, she never visited there. The bills must be getting paid? I do not know.
Here, the never once had me take a pill, other then some advil that I had asked for my first night, my head felt like it was going to come off like a bomb. Of course that is all I kept seeing that first night, the building blowing up and all those people getting killed, a beheaded babies head . . . I can still see it. Those kind of images hurt me so much and I do not know how to some them from flooding my mind like they do. I am just one teen, I can not take on all these images!
I do hope that the kind doctor can help, I think he said something about talking about my . . . well, I do not like to be touched because I can hear other peoples mind. Writing that does not sound right anyway I do not know about it or what they call it, they must call it something right? Anyway, if I do not touch anyone, I do not hear them. So there. easy fix.
I think the kind doctor is coming soon, I'd like to get another coat of paint over the wall before he comes. I'll tell you about the wall later.
Is writing helping yet? I dnk.
(**This is a solo thread for Sky only!**)
