Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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May 30, 2018 15:47:50 GMT
Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on May 30, 2018 15:47:50 GMT
On the couch upstairs a young woman sat, reading a copy of History of the 20th Century, Volume 5: 1980-2000. She wore a gray hoodie, too large for her, and jeans rolled up at the ankles and belted around her waist. Her brown-blonde hair was pulled back in a single braid that reached the bottom of her neck. A pair of blue Beats earbuds filled her ears with music. Getting that set up had been some amount of trouble. Her new roommate- Cory- had showed her something called Pandora, but trouble had emerged when 177 had struggled to remember how to write "Tchaikovsky" in English. It had resulted in a ribbing from Cory, and a nearly incocate rage in 177 at her limitation with speech. She was not one to dwell on her disability, and her peace, such as it was, had been made years before. But Khuy! it was frustrating having to deal with someone who took advantage of that fact to make a joke at your expense at every opportunity. No doubt that had been part of the reason why 177 threw a knife in her roommates direction that knife over dinner that night. It was a warning: the flung blade was relatively dull and the balance was all wrong for real throwing, but she'd still stuck it in the crack between counter and cabinet all the same. Hopefully her roommate had gotten the message. The past few days had been better. Cory always left to stay somewhere else for the night, which meant she wasn't around for the nightmares that woke 177 in the late night. They had been worse than normal lately, visions of agony and omnipresent, crushing fear. She had even wet herself one night, to her shame. Despite the music and despite the floor between them, she heard Cory's call perfectly well. Pausing the music, she dropped a bookmark in her book and made her shuffling way downstairs, pulling up her jeans to keep them from falling. She had nothing on underneath. She found Cory in an appropriately irreverent position, hanging upside-down from the exercise bars that Jack had given them. It fit with what she knew of the other girl perfectly. She raised an eyebrow in a "Well?" expression before pulling out her phone. Coryelle Wilde
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Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on May 5, 2018 16:17:27 GMT
The woman seemed nervous, uncomfortable with 177's questions. Perhaps it was a delicate subject- the doctor seemed to treat it as such. 177 sighed internally. She was going about this all wrong; too directly. Perhaps if the doctor hadn't been there- but he was, and there was no way of getting around it. It wasn't that such thought he was malicious, it was more that... well, he could too easily be a pawn of the enemy to be trusted. There were certain people, and perhaps Havelock was one, whose guilelessness made them easy prey for the predators. No, she would have to be more careful about this. Try to understand by other means... She took the tea she was offer and smiled gratefully, exposing teeth longer and sharper than a normal person's if Claire cared to look. She sniffed the tea out of force of habit, taking a moment to try and place the flavors and mixtures, then sipped it while she watched Claire. The woman was very thin. Were they feeding her enough? For all that had happened to her there, Laboratory 1 had at least never starved her. If only the doctor wasn't there, so she could ask questions in peace. Best to start over, perhaps. She tapped at her phone, then pushed it in the middle of the table to be seen. Nathan HavelockClaire Elliot
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Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on May 5, 2018 15:32:28 GMT
Going home? 177 nodded and pocketed her phone, indicating she felt she had said what she needed to. Jack, of course, hadn't understood what they said, and Anna didn't feel inclined to clarify. Going home. As if going back to Russia was going home for her. Jack didn't understand. The Russia that was her home wasn't the Russia of the cities, or the cathedrals, or expansionist government. Her Russia was a different on, a quieter one. One that subsisted in houses of wattle-and-dob, goats that wondered cobblestone streets on broken leashes, horse-carts clattering to bring milk to the doorstep and meat to the butcher shop. A world where the winters where cold but- as long as you were simply a mute human and not a monster- hearts were warm. She was given to understand that such places were vanishing now, if they were not gone already. And she had forgotten where to go or how to find it again. No, she doubted that going to Russia would mean going home. She doubted it would even be returning to a familiar world. Surely all the things they had in this place- a television in every house, internet, phones that showed movies- had come there as well. All was irretrievably different. There was no more going home for her. For just a moment she felt a pang of sadness at the thought. She had fled that place, and now she had come to miss it. She knew the sting of rejection, and yet she now looked back and thought that perhaps her neighbors had not been bad people, in the end. Not like some she had met since. She looked around the room. This wasn't home either, not yet. It might never be. For now it was just a roof over her head and a place to sleep. She wondered, with a sudden, sharp sense of longing, if she would ever have such a place again. Carefully, she eased the feeling out of herself, folding it up and putting it away from her. Such feelings didn't matter. Such feelings didn't help. What was, was, and you had to live with it. She thought of those days in Laboratory 1, the day the man had come for her. It was distant, now, and she could remember without flinching. How he had touched her, how she had fought her rising gorge to live, live, just survive until it was over. She remembered when they had shot him. She remembered how her belly had grown. A child. Could it be? She shook her head, just slightly. Whatever came next, there could be no guessing it. Only the slow, steady advance of time, and the determination, step by step, to keep going and live through it. -FIN- Jack Fontaine
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Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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Apr 14, 2018 23:18:56 GMT
Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on Apr 14, 2018 23:18:56 GMT
Well, she supposed she should have seen it coming. Jack was making the young American an offer of employment. Typical. Powered or not, everything about the girl- Cory- screamed that she was untested, weak in all the ways that mattered. Well, if Jack chose to accept her despite that, that was Jack's affair. If he wanted to risk her freezing the first time something hard came up- if he wanted her screaming because she couldn't take a bullet through the leg, no matter how minor- well, that wasn't 177's affair. Just as long as Jack didn't expect her to deal with the girl. She didn't have time to change diapers. Jack spoke, making the offer, wrapping the girl in their spiderweb of words. From all appearances, the girl couldn't even see it. At least 177 had walked into her deal with open eyes. The girl would get burned if she didn't learn better how to watch herself. She was lucky that Jack had gotten to her and not someone worse. Well. It was what it was. With any luck, she could forget about the girl now, and never have to deal with her again. Jack FontaineCoryelle Wilde
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Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on Apr 9, 2018 14:52:22 GMT
She nodded at Jack's words about finding the laboratory, then looked away. He seemed determined to do this thing, and she doubted anything less than an expression of fury would dissuade him. She was not without reservations. Some things in the past ought to stay buried. But if there was a child... It was too much to think of. Useless to speculate on, for such slim chances. Jack would do as they chose, and would fail, and nothing would change. She typed. Jack asked about the soldier she had seen executed. A bitter smile crept over her face as she typed her reply. Jack Fontaine
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Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on Apr 9, 2018 14:02:16 GMT
She sat, as she always did, silently listening as people whose throats could bring forth speech went back and forth. Banter. It was a mode of interaction she was forever cut off from. She rarely devoted much time to thinking about her limitation, but as she listened to Jack and the Lady she felt a strange, distant sense of loss. Despite their antagonism, there was a bond between them that was created by sharing words, a joint world where their minds met and left her outside. For a moment, she let her mind drift. The worst part about lacking speech wasn't the hinderence to communication- it was the way it made others think of her as a fool. Matsushita's face suddenly loomed large in her mind, a memory rising unbidden: a time one of the men had tried to take her as a woman, and she had bitten him, wounding him deeply in the manhood. The man had been angry. Matsushita had laughed. "It happened because you are a fool," he said, gesturing at the man's injury. "Would you ask a dog for that?" And he had pointed, pointed at where she slumped chained. She remembered that, the shape of his long finger, the curved nail. The expression behind it, knowing and contemptuous. "Look at it! You look and you see the shape of a woman, a human figure- but an appearance only! Look closer. See the sharpened teeth, the nails like claws, strength like a gorilla! See in the eyes, the incocate rage of the rabid beast! The mouth and throat with no power of speech!" He dropped his arm, and shook his head. "Not a human woman. A creature, no more." He had looked at the injured man, and smiled. "If creatures are to your taste, you may take your pick at the kennels." For a moment, the memory held her. Then with an effort she pushed it from her mind and brought herself back to the present. She sat still. The only sign of the memory had been a slight increase in her breathing. All else was the same. Jack was mentioning something called RISE. She focused her gaze on the Lady again, searching for signs of threat or malice. There was nothing. Jack turned to her, exploiting her enhanced hearing for a whispered question. Below the table, 177 rocked her hand back and forth in a "so-so" gesture. She didn't think the Lady had any plans for immediate betrayal, but she had no doubt that the Lady would do so the moment she saw a chance to benefit. Then again, she'd describe Jack in the same way. Quite a pair, these two, she thought wryly. They were made for each other. If they went on like this long enough, perhaps they'd marry each other. She allowed herself a tiny smile of amusement at the thought. Jack Fontaine@josephine
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Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on Apr 5, 2018 19:47:01 GMT
The night had been young the day everything changed for her. So much of her life was fuzzy, but this day was fixed in her head by tiny details. She'd been wearing a red dress, and no shoes. He'd been out that day, and she was waiting on Him.
She remembered with disgust how she'd felt waiting for Him to return. The giddy beating of her heart, the deep excitement of anticipation. The way His eyes had moved her, made her knees like water when she saw Him. The gray of His beard. Strange that she never remembered the upper half of His face. Only the beard. She had been His trophy, the grinning moron that clung to His arm when He wanted a pretty face to accompany Him. The shape of womanhood with none of the incessant prattle.
She had been hungry. She remembered this because when He had come back she had lunged for the blood He brought with Him, only for a restraining hand to be laid on her arm. "Not tonight, little flower," He had whispered to her. "I think I like you when feel the ache for your feed. There is an... invigorating ferocity to you, then."
And like a fool she had listened. Like a fool she had stared up at Him with shining eyes and acquiesced to His request. Lovesick. Infatuated. A stupid girl.
That night was a blur in her memory, though it must have been like all the others. She loved Him, and she wanted to be loved by Him, and in her heart even then was the fear that he would slip from her, throw her away. So she did her work, and made Him groan with pleasure, basking in the glory of the hand reached out to cup her chin, longing for the words that would say she meant as much to Him as He did for her. Idiot. Whore that she had been.
Afterward they had shared a glass of wine, and something had begun to buzz inside her head. She had been drunk before, but not like this. She had no power to fight it off. It had been too long since she'd fed. And He had stood up, and taken one last look at her, and left.Oh yes. Some things she did remember. She stood still as the shadow of the past moved over her, darkening her face, passing through her in anger at them and the foolish girl she had been. And what about Jack, she wondered. Perhaps she was not quite to Jack's taste in the bedroom, but perhaps he saw her in the same way. A tool. A thing. Something to be used and discarded. Maybe. And perhaps this request was merely to satisfy his selfish curiosity. But even if so he had spoken truly. A child out there. Even if there was only a chance- Something in her geart began to stir, and she crushed it. She had known the world too well to hope for mercy. She picked up the phone. Jack Fontaine
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Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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Mar 19, 2018 16:47:25 GMT
Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on Mar 19, 2018 16:47:25 GMT
The Lady was angry. There was no doubt of that. 177 took a perverse satisfaction in that; these sort of priviledged people always needed to be knocked down a peg or two. The Lady's eyes simmered; her face had barely contained rage. Still, it seemed unlikely she would try anything physical as long as 177 was there. She wasn't that stupid. 177 steeled her face to impassivity. Something crossed the Lady's face, perhaps some sign she was using whatever her ability was. 177 didn't like that she might be doing that, but there was no way to stop it without hurting her, and it wasn't time for that yet. Maybe later. As the two bantered, 177 idly wondered where she fit into the Greek Mythology scheme. Achilles, maybe? Yes. She rather liked that designation. Not exactly part of their story, but someone with a story of her one, and a potent force for whatever side she threw in for. Jack Fontaine@josephine
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Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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Mar 19, 2018 15:53:47 GMT
Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on Mar 19, 2018 15:53:47 GMT
177 kept smiling as she took another step into the apartment, even as her eyes shifted rapidly to take in her environment. Two exits- the door and the window, though the window locked sturdier than the one in the other room had been. She focused on the woman Claire, eyes catching the slight movement as the other woman shifted her body to face her better and realizing what it meant. She studied the woman's body, looking for marks or pain of movement that might suggest they were hurting her, and saw nothing. A good sign, though she wasn't prepared to release her suspicions just yet. At the offer of tea she nodded and came a little further into the apartment. She glanced at the pictures again, drawing closer to one which hung from the window. She made a show of studying it, and genuinely did for at least a moment. Surreptitiously she tapped a knuckle on the window as she stood there. Thick glass, of the sort often erroneously called bulletproof. The slightest of frowns crossed her face. Claire seemed all right, but if this was all above board, why the metal door? Why the secure windows? She didn't see any cameras, but that might not mean anything. She needed to understand this place better. Turning, she saw Claire was distracted in the kitchen, and typed on her phone before tapping Nathan's arm and showing him. Nathan HavelockClaire Elliot
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Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on Mar 18, 2018 3:10:35 GMT
New York! It was a city unlike any other, unlike any 177 had ever seen. Not even Moscow had matched it for bustle, for the density and height of buildings. The sheer speed of its movement was almost staggering. She found herself struggling to track faces in the crowd, a difficulty she had never experienced before. It made her edgy, suspicious, and she stuck closer to Jack than she ever had back home. It was to protect him, of course, but it was also because in this strangest of strange places he was the closest thing she had to a sturdy anchor. Another person might have wanted to see the attractions of the city, and perhaps for 177 that desire would come in time. For now, however, she was still reconciling herself to the bustle of the place, and found herself wishing to soon return home. At least traffic in the restaurant was slower and more manageable. Within a few minutes of entering the restaurant, 177 had memorized the locations of the exits and customers and mentally marked the ones most likely to be dangerous in a fight. They were not here to deal with any of those people, of course. But it paid to be prepared. Standing near Jack she declined to order anything, feeling it inappropriate while she was working. However unlikely violence was, she took her job seriously, and intended to be at maximum effectiveness at all times while working. She spotted the woman- their real target- even before Jack waved her over. The woman's body language stood out from everyone else who had entered the restaurant; she wasn't here to eat, she was here for some other purpose. It was easy to guess what. As the woman walked towards them, 177 sized her up, checking for bulges where weapons might be concealed and searching for weak spots to exploit. It was clear to her within moments that the woman was not a melee fighter: her frame was slight, her bones thin, and her muscles unhardened by fighting. A single blow to the ribs would probably be fatal. Whatever power this woman had, it was in a realm other than the physical. The woman- “Lady”- began to exchange words with Jack, the sort of round-the-tree nonsense that rich people spoke in when they wanted to feel special and intelligent. It was all useless posturing as far as 177 was concerned. Her eyes were on the restaurant. The movement of waiters, the glances of customers, the hands of the Lady across from her. One of the Lady's hands went to her necklace. It was a practiced movement, one intended to look like idle fiddling. But the muscles were all wrong for that; they were too tense, the tightening of the fingers too sure. Her hand shot out in a flash, fingers closing over the necklace where the Lady clasped it. For a moment she held it, and held the Lady's gaze, face hard as adamant, expression tuned to communicate that the Lady was seen, and understood, and measured and found to be small in 177's sight. Understanding without warmth. Mouth hard as diamond. The slightest twist of contempt at the corners of her eyes. She twisted her wrist, snapping the cord that held the necklace and pulling back her hand with another twist, trusting in her strength to make the act irresistible. She didn't know what the necklace was for, but that didn't matter. It was too small to be anything fatal other than perhaps poison, and since the Lady was unlikely to expose herself to poison at close range it was, at worst, intended to be added to food or drink. It didn't matter, really. She would present it to Jack and let him- no, them- draw their own conclusions. Jack Fontaine@josephine
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Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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Mar 15, 2018 20:11:54 GMT
Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on Mar 15, 2018 20:11:54 GMT
Her young patient was clearly inexperienced in the ways of hardship, and 177 almost rolled her eyes. So much melodrama. All this really needed was for the girl to hold still. Seeing her grit her teeth, 177 frowned and pulled a roll of gauze from her cart. Rolling some of it into a log, she held it in front of the woman's mouth, indicating she should clench it between her teeth. That done, she went to work. She made no attempt to hurt her patient, but neither did she make any attempt to be especially gentle. It was for the girl's own good that she learn to handle pain. She used her elbow, driving the point into the muscle just below the knee to hold the leg in place. It didn't take long. A minute after she started the bullet clanked out of the girl's leg onto the table, and a minute after that the leg was wrapped and bound. 177 took a moment to inspect her work, then with a nod stepped back and removed her bloody gloves. She dropped them in a bag with the trash, leaving the bullet on the cart. Some people kept such things, as a curiousity. Picking up her phone, she typed a message before showing it to the girl. She handed the phone to the girl, and after a moment lifted up the edge of her shirt, momentarily exposing a brown, oval-shaped scar beneath her rib cage before she let it fall again. Coryelle WildeJack Fontaine
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Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on Mar 10, 2018 5:16:03 GMT
She stared at Jack for another long moment after they spoke, trying to fit his words into her idea of them. She had always taken Jack to be just another rich person- perhaps not without human emotions, but so totally wrapped up in themselves that those emotions hardly mattered. Under other circumstances she might have dismissed Jack's words now as mere gestures in the direction of human feeling, but something she had not seen before had crept into them. It had began as they had read her description of what had happened to her. Something across Jack's face- a look that said, no matter what else, they were being affected. And something in Jack's voice as well- the way they said that money didn't matter, the way they spoke of not being selfish. Strange words. Words she'd never have expected to come from him. What did the rich know of not being selfish? Surely this was a trick, an utterance of words he didn't believe. Yet there was a power to those words. A stirring that they raised up, a longing in some part of her she had almost forgotten about. Duty- honor- those were words she had believed in once. Perhaps she still did, even if she now lacked any object to apply to those concepts. Her heart was wrapped around the striving to be a decent woman in a world that dealt indecency, and the way Jack had framed his words- the way he had pulled her with talk of selfishness- it tugged at her, softened her heart. Her brow furrowed. She moved her mouth, but no sound came out. Suddenly she was gripped with an immense frustration at her inability to speak. How slow it was to type, and how difficult to find the words. To communicate simply by willing it- what a gift! She could write for long minutes and he would be able to answer quickly. Something inside her clenched, something already clenched inside her loosened. A piece fell into place. Her private assessment of Jack's worth rose ever so slightly. She looked away, suddenly feeling tired, and rubbed at her eyes before picking up her phone again. Her typing was much slower now as she considered her words. Several times she paused and glanced at Jack before continuing. When she was done she handed the phone to him. Jack Fontaine
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Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on Mar 3, 2018 23:41:55 GMT
Jack's face showed no contempt as he spoke, but 177 thought she could hear it in his tone, his choice of words. Digging in, biting, clawing at her mind and emotions. Trying to make her pain simply another instrument of their will. Bah! He thought this was a game. A potentially amusing search for a lost child. Jack knew nothing. Whatever their words about mothers and fathers, Jack cared nothing for any child of hers. It was only another way of sticking his finger in places, poking at things for his own amusement. She stared at him, face, as always, steeled to perfect blankness. Only when they said the word “coward” did she react, cocking her head and giving him a sideways look. She was many things- and she could endure many things- but being called a coward galled her on a level far deeper than anything they had said to her before. She was not a coward. She was anything but. And what pained her more than almost anything was hearing that fact doubted. She knew, on some level, that it was a manipulation. Jack had guessed what her reaction would be. Yet she found herself inexorably responding, unable to do anything else when that word came out. If she had needed him less, she thought, she might have made him regret choosing that word. She might have made him hurt until he apologized for it. But for the moment she endured, knowing she needed them, knowing that without Jack she was adrift in this world. And... there was something else. They had described, in the space of a few words, a loneliness and a longing for family that had resonated with 177. She had lost the family she had once known, and the shape Jack's words created in her mind of a child left adrift in the world made something move in her heart. Yes... they had a point. A child should know its mother; it was right that it should be so. Suppose the child had lived. Suppose they lived now, or their children did. Suppose- she crushed the thought before it could go further. No. No. The child was dead. It was dead decades past, long lost and long forgotten. To think otherwise was fantasy, madness. And yet... One day he would pay for every slight he'd dealt her. She would not forget, and she would make them regret. But today was not that day. Slowly, she moved forward, reaching for her phone where Jack had set it on the counter, and typing. Jack Fontaine
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Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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Feb 27, 2018 14:01:41 GMT
Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on Feb 27, 2018 14:01:41 GMT
She watched the expression on Jack's face shift as Jack read the message she had typed. Having finished the message, she felt bare, like she had torn a scab from a wound. She wondered if it had been wise to let herself write as freely as she had. Still, there was no going back now. She kept her concern off her face. Jack turned to her. There was something in Jack's expression she couldn't quite place. An emotion she hadn't seen before. Strange. She hadn't thought them capable of such feeling. She had viewed Jack as a cold calculator, concerned with their own goals and pleasure. On Jack's face now she saw something different- a kind of empathy. Jack began to speak. For a moment, just for a moment, 177's face cracked and a look of immense sorrow crosses her features. But she was shaking her head even before Jack had finished speaking. No. Reaching out, she took her phone. Jack Fontaine
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Let's see how far we've come, let's see how far we've come
ALIAS
Anna
POWER
Hemoconsumptive Augmentation with Magnetoreception
Civilian
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Feb 25, 2018 14:14:53 GMT
Post by CBE-177/"Anna" on Feb 25, 2018 14:14:53 GMT
Jack refused her offer to get them something, apparently preferring to get it themselves. 177 tilted her head in acknowledgment. Offering a guest something was simply part of being a good host, but given Jack's proclivities towards the usual behavior of rich people, there was always another undertone to it. So it surprised her, a little, that he immediately asked if he could get himself something. Apparently not making her do it was important him. She inclined her head towards the sink, as if to say, “Go ahead”. Why, she wondered? She didn't think for a minute that it was about seeing her as an equal. Perhaps he was fooling himself by these small nods to egalitarianism. Perhaps he simply liked control. It didn't matter just now exact as something to watch, and observe, and remember for when it became important. She reminded herself that Jack wished to be called “they” and mentally reprimanded herself for forgetting. She stood by the counter, watching Jack get their drink. They turned, and with an air like a person playing a trump spade they asked about her pregnancy. She stood still, staring at him, face blank. The only outward sign of her surprise was a blink in her eyes. So he knew. The secret that she was wrestling with, still trying to understand the implications of. He knew. Had Havelock told him? But in the end it didn't matter. It was simply another case of a powerful person getting their way. She shouldn't have expected any less. She reached for her phone, mentally calculating what she would tell him. He wouldn't be satisfied unless she gave some details, surely, but she had no desire to tell him absolutely everything. How much to satisfy him, to make him decide that something else was more interesting? She began to type. She didn't have a precise end in mind, only a vague idea of what to say, and somehow it got away from her. She found herself typing faster and faster, words that had been locked inside her pouring out in a relief of finally being spoken. She typed, and she lost all sense of caution or controlling the story. She typed because she had to tell, had to speak her story in the only way she could. Jack Fontaine
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